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tagboard replies:
sheryan: ok fine lol yeh la but you said it wus abt a girl who loves her DOLL. not another girl lol i mean yeh it might be another lesbian song la haha
jess: EEEEEEEEH i hate the last day of school cos tt day my hair wus SUPER wyerd. its lyk so old-ish. lyk EEEEEEEEH dun lyk! i wanna change my hair!!! *screams madly and pulls hair* eh lyk claudia from interview wit the vampire :D *squeals* LESTAT!!!
nees: *rolls eyes* fine fine thanks. but it looks wyerd... i unno should i change it back to my old wyerd font? *shrugs*

ok... hey yall.
today wus lyk tiring.
cos from abt 10 to 12 plus had band banner discussion thing.
we were supposed to vote fo design and colour la.
i think the black one'd be better than the colourful one la.
i mean purple?
wyerd...
its nice by itself but when you match it wit another colour... *shakes head*
forget it la.
just hope both'd be cool... yeh

then wus supposed to go to great world to find the 'hweegy's secret present shop' wit sheryan. but i had to meet my sister at tbp mrt station at 1 lyk tt so no time.
lol halfway while going to queensway mrt station sheryan called saying her dad can fetch me and we've just separated lyk 2 mins ago?! lol yeh haha so went there wit them ah.

waited fo aneesa fo hell long. so bored went to 7-11 to buy snacks and sweets.
i love craze hotties! yum 1.25 yum
yeh then met her la.
she bathed in school and has to walk around wit her SMELLY NETBALL SHIRT AND SHORTS in her bag...
tut tut tut
lol
then went off to meet madhiah and her sis.

WHOA just saw the big big taufik banner at dover mrt there cos the singapore poly ppl go put up.
SMART AH.
put facing the mrt station lol
real smart.
and read the newspaper abt ppl handing out flyers at lyk orchard there la.
cool...
so supportive :D
hoohoo

then met them at boon lay mrt station.
bfo they went me and nees went to book tickets fo 'shutter'
WHOA... yeh lol been waiting to watch it fo damn long.

then actually wanted to eat lunch at long john silver but it wus FULL.
damn so we went to KFC ah.
bleaghs.

ate the banditto pocket thing.
lyk it lots.
dun lyk those chicken wings things ah.
so damn oily.
eeeeeeeeh lol
muak ah...

then we went to watch le.

GOODNESS the show wus lyk pretty scary la.
i mean some parts wus lyk really heart-stopping kinda.
but overall i'd only give it ummmm 3 1/2 stars?
yeh dun really find it lyk... WHOA WHOA-ish-ly cool la.
only one part damn funny.
lol the transvestite at the toilet HAHAHAHAHA
sheesh...

yeh i'd recommend it to you to kill time only la.
yeh. but it wus... ok la.
I STILL WANNA WATCH THE INCREDIBLES!
everyone says its nice :(

yeh then we went walkin around to buy stuff.
bought sheryan and hweegy's present fo last outing le.
quite cheapskate ah but it'll do fo the time being.
then fo sheryan's EXTRA BELATED birthday present i bought her this thing tt she'd LOVE so so very much.
yeh it has smth to do wit *coughs loudly* la... ;)

i didnt buy anything fo myself lor!
so good man...
but tomorrow goin to far east and heeren to find things ah.
so yeh.

then we walked to fish n co. to see see and we saw...
SYLVESTER SIM lookalike!!!
YAR lol
but got no camera so cannot show you proof...
i wus lyk 'is tt... is tt... is tt...'
lol if only i saw taufik...
man i'd just... DIE!
aaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!
and the finals are in TWO DAYS!!!

then went to my house cos they sleepin over.
talked alot in the room abt things.
farted alot lol madhiah!

dinner wus beef tortillas.
yummy!
tho the seasoning wus only pepper and salt it wus SO DELICIOUS!
oh the delicious-ness... SETH! *eeeeeeeeh :D*

ok yeh then went to the room to lepak.
at night me and madhiah, the only ones left standing (non-awake la) watched grind.
i'll tell everyone to watch grind lol WATCH IT!
very cool.
its not a scary movie...
its a SKATEBOARDER movie.
and ADAM'S INSIDE.
tt's why you should watch it.

we love the soundtrack but i dun think they'd sell it at any shops la.
cos the company's some pretty unknown one.
then yeh.
download the songs la HAHA

yeh tt's kinda abt it la.
and my dad's back.
and he didnt bring the gameboy along.
*narrows eyes* and i wus left all alone in boredom...
WHEN IT WUS IN HIS ROOM.
oh my heart...

ok la no more le ima go now bye bye

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

tagboard replies:
jess and rach : of course. i feel so blessed having the dvd :D lol
hweegy: cos i only just realised his flaws. so disgusting cant believe i once found him pretty ok. eeeh. EEEEEEEEEEEEH. and sly doesnt have talent lor. seriously you think he can sing better than taufik? god you oughta clean out your ears man. see the results on wednesday la...
jess and hweegy: i unno why the html thing doesn't work... eeeeh so awful. sad.
xiaohua: ah you ah make me post and post and post there. :p evil...

ok so today wus wyerd.
lyk not good but not too bad either.
*shrugs*

see from 9 to abt 1 i wus at madrasah.
cos got this concert thing ah.
then i'm supposed to be 'backstage' in this stuffy hot room which smells lyk fart to take care of the lil kids and big kids makin sure they dun get rowdy and shit.
i wus just sms-ing and playin games ah.
so bloody boring please.
i wanted to cabut halfway but no chance ah...
so stayed... and ate briyani... and ate again... then went home already.
only to be greeted by briyani smell again.
so yeh.
lol

then went fo violin lesson.
i'm dreadin the recital next week.
maybe i'll screw up.
maybe they'll laugh at me and boo me.
maybe...
i unno but i'm scared *shudders*

then on the way home went to NTUC at my house there.
new wut so i just checked it out.
the place is pretty cool.
i mean the building la.
got lotsa shops where i usually hafta travel to bukit merah to get stuff one.
so yeh.
cool.

then went home and watched 'girls in love' fo the first time.
it wus... WYERD.
lol i unno they made ellie too pretty and thinner than should be.
and nadine looks super ACT goth when she's supposed to be...
beautifully natural gothic?
i unno la.
and magda or how you spell it is suposed to have red hair or smth or blonde or i unno i forgot.
but the character's character is kinda there la...
but its just based on rite.
so actually doesnt hafta be identical.
OMG then i missed jenny and she/he came out!!!
and utt wus in whacked!
super cool.
but the thing kinda lame.
but jenny makes it super funny as usual LOL
'like... oh my gawwddd....'
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA OMG OMG
stomach... oooof...
whooooooo damn funny *chuckles*

ooooh madhiah made up a new word: duh-viously
lol it wun be known to all the world yet but someday... someday it'll be in the dictionary...
ah...

ok then fo dinner my mom made 'roasted honey chicken' YUM
i love it black and crunchy and dry hoohoo
tho it wus damn oily.
i feel fat already
tut tut tut

then... now i'm on the com la
xiaohua ah...
makin me post and post and post on the nus high forum.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
ima miss all of crescent man.
very VERY very sad :'(
cos of you :( ah well
yeh then now fo once mel is ONLINE!
woot!
oh man we're psychic fo each other again...

jess, yeelyn and mel:

the gift thing how?!

and when's our last outing gonna be?

sad...

sad man :'(

read today's life paper.
YAY the polls say taufik'd be SI!
but its only a poll.
his fate lies in our... FINGERS.
we must vote vote vote...

FOR TAUFIK!!!
yay! cant wait fo wednesday!
three more days only!!!

yeh so ima recap abt yesterday night? yeh

saturday night

my dad's step-sister came to visit us.
very sad man.
cos everytime we see her she'll tell us the story of her life.
i can tell you bits and pieces ah
but...
names shall be kept from the public to ensure...
ummmm ok i unno hows the line but you noe wut i mean... no identity revealed la.

see her husband wus a drug-addict.
now serving time in prison.
and he wus damn evil.
lyk really.
cos not only did he so drugs.
he drank... slept around tho he wus married wit three kids the youngest at tt time wus 7?!
and he lyk drank and took drugs in front of her lyk nothin.
sick man.
and he tried to toot his wife's sister leh.
god and my dad's step-sister is half-blind k.
she's sufferin lyk hell already and he's... lyk tt.

anyways yeh tt's the gist of it.
very sad.

and watched the recap of SI.
eeeeeeeeh sly *puke*
(notice the shit colour yet again)
aaaaaaaah taufik :)
(see...NICE colour)
hoohoo...

and this is the last day i'll be playin gameboy.
will be seeing it on monday cos my dad brought it to malaysia in business trip.
go there still wanna play tetris wut the hell.
waaaa i'm bored i'll go search on jared leto cos i've fallen in love wit him again lol

bye yall

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

tagboard replies:
yeelyn: i hope you changed my link in your blog k. i dun wanna be AMEE-QUAH. eeeeeeeeh.
kelly: i see TALENT. sly reeks of nonsensical publicity. sigh poor you all sly 'fans' support blindly one. sigh poor things.

today morning wus light and easy fo me.
cos 2nd sister went wit my mom to give her psle school choice thing.
3rd sister went to malacca.
4th sister went to kumon wit my dad.
so it wus just me and my maid.
yeh.

since they weren't at home, i had AMPLE time to check out my oc dvd again.
alla the extra extras RAWK!!!
whoohoo!
aaaaaah i love my aunt!
not cheap ah.
i saw the price thing even tho she used marker to cover.
US$51.99
means abt... ummmmm
say... 90 smth bucks here?
yeh.
not cheap...

then in the afternoon went raya-ing again.

first went to 'plantation' fo lunch.
then went to my dad's friend's house.
they just shifted and their house is lyk WHOA.
real cool...
seletar terrace.
damn big.
damn nice.
damn cool.
whoo...

later went to my mom's side.
her cousins and aunts.
yeh...
they were telling stories.
so damn funny lol

yeh then went home already.
saw newpaper on the table so went to check it out.
read abt the taufik thing.
SEE EVEN THE NEWPAPER PEOPLE SAY IF SINGAPOREANS VOTE BASED ON TALENT TAUFIK'D WIN K.
damn unno y ppl still wanna vote fo bloody sly.
DISGRACEFUL.
tut tut tut.
cant wait fo wednesday!
sigh...
then i'll noe wut's actually important in the eyes of our nation...
cheh... lol

friday night

watched survivor lol
MEL'S FINDING SERGE CUTE COS HIS CLEAN AND SMART-LOOKIN NOW
omfg hahahahahahahaha
yeh didnt really catch lyk the WHOLE thing ah.
but i saw the immunity challenge till the end.
leann got voted out.
i think cos they see her thinkin lyk 'ah i cant win immunity already' and thinkin tt she's safe from votes anyways so they just wanted to prove her wrong?
unno ah.
ami's just lucky again.
bloody eliza *shakes head*

goodness the part when they get to see one friend/family member, ami and scout both looked at their 'partner' wit those... eyes.
eeeeeeh lyk i WANT YOU SO BAD eyes lol
but its lyk they didnt see their 'partner' fo a month lyk tt already?
so yeh.
QUITE understandable la...
at least I understand...
yeh this tribal council serge and chad came.
they look so... clean lol
yeh.
so sad john k won't come on anymore :'(
cant wait fo the reunion thing after survivor vanuatu ends!
HOPE HE'LL COME!
yeh...

and i'm thinkin chris's luckily this time around cos the women are just gonna get rid of those useless ones then turn on him: the SOLE dood.
so yeh be careful man you...
but i'm hopin eliza gets out next la.
so yeh...

after tt switched to axn.
it wus URBAN LEGENDS!
which means there wus JARED LETO
WOOOOOOOOT!!!
i remember this is the show i saw tt made me stuck on him :D
i wus lyk 'whoa this guy's damn cute'
and i love his blue eyes.
blue BLUE eyes.
pretty :D
yeh...
wanted to continue watchin but my dad told me to turn in so... yeh i did.

yep i think tt wus it.
and OH YEH.
try this sweet called 'sqynts' or smth.
quite nice.
soury sweet.
yum yum.
yeh...

and i cant wait to watch 'alexander' fo jared leto and JRM!!!
whoohoo!

and i like my counter.
looks damn cute.
to me ah...
:D

ok la bye yall

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

tagboard replies:
-me-: HEY! whose you? lol cheong? *shakes head*
sheryan: dunno la is my visual too harsh? lol dun care. bastard la him.
hweegy: *glares at you* sigh its ok. dumb dumb ppl lyk you dunno wuts the aim of the competition. only support blindly *shakes head sadly*

yeh.
hey yall...
today wus good cos tt ass cousin of mine finally went home.
GOOD RIDDANCE.
gosh when he went i almost said tt lor.
goodness.
stinko.
fatso.
assholic piece of shit.

ok so i woke up at abt 10 lyk tt...
played stress at the living room cos i didnt wanna be in the same room as asshole.
and my nine year old sister taught me two card games.
lol.
just to kill time ah.

after tt ass left (WHOOHOO)
i watched my dear OC dvds.
real cool.
*shakes head in wonder*
whoa this wus the adam brody-icine i need.
i miss him alot.
alot alot...
her too :(

deleted alla my oc DOWNLOADS and now my pc is faster!
*applaud*
hoohoo! yay!
yeh.

nenek came over.
played old maid wit her.
so fun lol.

lunch wus macaroni soup.
yummy...
and i stole some leftovers of shark's fin soup from tt day.
hell nice :D

then left fo work at 3.30 lyk tt.
worked from 4 to 8.
today i wus fillet woman.
so fun!
went to freezer again.
cold lyk hell.
when i came out to out the fries in the outside fridge the lady wus lyk 'you got flu ah? nose so red?'
eeeeeh malu again.

the worse thing wus tt my PARENTS CAME TO FETCH ME HOME.
sheesh.
but its good la.
in case got any THING around you noe...
(notice the shit colour used)

took ice lemon tea again.
nothin else could come outta my mouth lol
and i took the wrong pack of personal belongings outta the 'personal belongings box'!
luckily i'm obsessed wit my phone.
i checked it at the entrance and i wus lyk lyk 'wait a minute my name's not radiah' or smth lyk tt.
found the manager.
apologised lyk hell cos i needed the key from him.
to take my phone and wallet...
goodness i'm so dumb...
*smacked my head*

then bought plain studs fo next year.
in case the bloody school dun allow other things.
yeh.
there wus this shopkeeper lady.
she damn pretty.
she put thick black make-up on her eyes.
i like :D
yar then she kept giving me a wyerd look.
i wus using macs uniform ah.
then i had to talk to her to ask her to get me the studs rite...
then she kept smiling.
crazy.
but pretty...
only not as pretty as you

*blushes*

:)
then i'm home now ah.
got blocked ear.
cannot cure one!
its not the one where you pinch your nose and blow and everything will be all right.
its just... stayin there.
sickenin.

and i just realised tt sheryan and i both think tt the 'there she goes' song is a lesbian song lol
i mean a GIRL'S singing smth lyk
'there she goes...
there she goes again...
racing thru my brain...'
or some sort lyk tt ah.
cool...

yeh i have stomach ache.
gonna do stuff.
bye yall...

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

tagboard replies:
nic: hey! gosh i really want to see how my nerdy cute tenor sax guy looks lyk lor...
hoohoo. and cheong said you saw adam on judging amy lookin goth?! is it really adam?! GOTH?! *amazed* and yeh next years gonna be one hell big change. hope we can cope? unno wuts wit me i've been makin rhymes lol ok bye love you too k!
sheryan: we're polite ppl wut. wuts wrong wit tt rite? lol and yeh didnt see the bastard again. asshole hope someone cut his balls and dangle it on top of the eiffel tower dammit.
whoa... lol
janice: goodness i can see the size of your head growing bigger... ego... lol but seriously thanks ah. would've just died if i were alone :p thanks once again...
carey: how would i noe!!! not schoolin there yet rite. can only give you the answer next year lol tho on 5 dec i'm goin fo briefing then can catch a glimpse of my gonna-be-classmates *shudders* wish me luck ah... love you too! woot!

ok done.
hey yall.
haven't been bloggin.
cos no chance.
bloody shit cousin.
hoggin our com lyk its his own.
*rolls eyes*

and i got one bloody important announcement...
*clears throat and smiles lyk an ass*
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
cannot take it!
ok...

MY AUNT FROM US

BOUGHT ME THE OC

SEASON ONE DVD

WIT ALLA THE EXTRA

EXTRAS!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
omfg...
my dad kinda lyk shuffed it in my face when i woke up in the morning.
so cool!
been waiting fo it fo lyk my whole life!
kinda ah.
whoa cant wait to check it out.
omfg omfg...
whoohoo!

anyways today wus so dumb.
had work ah.
11 to 3.
goodness i should've eaten breakfast.
at first did lobby duty.
my sisters came.
dumb dumbs.
later they go arcade while i wus workin my ass off.

then they told me to clean and dry trays.
then they told this nice nice woman to train me how to FRY PATTIES AND OTHER THINGS!
so bloody fun.
been waiting fo this day.
so cool fry stuff.
but quite boring ah to wait fo the thing to fry finish lol
and lyk i said i should've eaten breakfast bfo i came.

cos i felt faint halfway thru the thing.
while i wus frying nuggets.
bad karma :p
i fell to the floor lor.
then when i stood up again i felt woozy.
now i noe how ppl feel when they said they're legs gone jelly.
damn it wus awful.
so maluating.

they gave me nuggets and coke and i rested fo abt 15 mins?
then yeh.
aiyo very malu!
*blushes*

then went back to fry stuff.
then they told me to go to the freezer room to get more fillets and fries.
the room bloody cold can!
omg cos i wus so scared the door would lock up then we'd die inside or smth.
but didnt la.
so cold inside!
everytime i breathe my nose so pain.
went out of the room wit a bloody red nose.
another maluating thing.
i hate it when my nose turns red when it gets just a tinge cold :p

then yeh ended work.
wanted to go home straight but they wanted to give me orientation.
so ended up goin home abt half hour late?
and thats lyk kinda earlier cos they wanted to orientate me somemore!
yeh.

just realized tt everyday i'm entitled to 5.70 bucks worth of food.
and the most ONE burger.
i can get others at any quantity ah.
but 5.70...
yeh lol
SO DUN MAKE ME GET FREE FOOD FO YALL.
and i checked my schedule.
next week lyk whole week off?
no fixed workin day la.
so lyk madhiah we're gonna be mad womans and go spend our money lyk we're rich ladies k...
WOOT!!!
cant wait fo next week.
hoohoo.

after work straight away went to baba's house.
eeeeeeeh.
i'm so evil.
but i dun care.
then went home ASAP.
entertained myself by sms-ing sheryan and hweegy.
omg sheryan i cant believe how crazy we were!
all we were sms-ing each other wus aaaaaaaaaah.
or eeeeeeeeeh.
or woooooooooooooooot.
or i dunno.
you noe ;)
hoohoo.

at night watched tv.
got the SI thing but i only watch halfway.
but i caught taufik towards the end la.
HE CRIED.
so bloody saddening.
make me sad also.
cos remind me of smth.
boohoo.
and he looks cute biting his nails.
lyk lil boy boy.
but his face lyk very sad lyk tt...
so yeh :(

and i dunno wut sly fans see in him ah.
so ego 'i wanna thank my fans cos THEY REALLY LYK MY SINGING.'
yeh rite *rolls eyes AGAIN*
all i can say is one thing:
he'll DISGRACE us in world idol IF he wins.
so please vote properly ah...
not cos he 'cute or got x-factor' hweegy...
tut tut tut...
yeh.
so...
VOTE FO TAUFIK...
ah.

ima recap now...

wednesday

hmmm today wus kinda lazy day fo me.
didnt have to do anythin so i hid at home.
cos of yesterday the thing.

thw whole day i wus playing stress wit my sister.
and gameboy.
played pokemon lol
miss it alot.
and so sad i only noe one trick :p
but i managed to complete it...
then lost interest.
but got it back today lol

tried lookin fo my cartridge wit super mario.
then realised i traded it wit my 6 year old cousin fo the pokemon cartridge.
i mean the cartridge had pokemon gold, blue, red, and yellow ah...
lol i wus so bloody into it at the time so yeh.

in the afternoon downloaded 'seed of chucky'
i've never watched chucky movies so i wanted to see if it wus intesresting wut.
so yeh watched it.
its actually very very
DUMB.
gosh.
i mean i tot it'd be lyk silent sometimes-then-talk dolls.
but he's lyk horny and stuff?
gross...
fo a doll lol
it'd be R21 here i think.
got show stuff they're not supposed to show and tt i'm not supposed to see lol
so yeh.
but again, good entertainment la

then at night my mom made shark's fin soup today :)
price went up.
the last time it wus 18 bucks a pack.
now 20.
sad ah...
yeh.

tt's all i can remember ah.
told you i have bad memory :p
ok la bye yall...

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

tagboard replies:
sheryan: hey your so welcome and thank you fo yesterday. i'd have DIED if you weren't there.
hweegy: lol! and thanks to you too. very nice ppl. remember azura's picture!!! lmao we were squealing lyk crazy lil girls can :p

fuck fuck fuck fuck
those fucking indian ducks.
now my BLOODY BAD luck finally striked.
had to be today.
fuck fuck fuck fuck

ok so i forgot to wake up fo the band banner thing ah.
but in the end still woke up at 7 so yeh... not tt bad ah.
went out wit puffy eyes.
cried badly last night.
then bfo goin to school i went to mobil to get breakfast
(three packs of maoam, grape mentos and dark chocolate malteses if you call tt breakfast)
lol
then yeh went to school ah.

we were discussing the banner thing at the canteen.
i tot we'd end the whole meeting thing at abt 12-ish?
but the meeting wus only fo 45 mins?
so yeh we stayed back a BIT more to do the design thing ah.
but i wasn't really doin anythin it wus hweegy and sheryan lol
sorry ah i wasn't really feelin well.
YOU NOE WHY...
:(

then we (me, sy, hweegy, azura and janice) went to queensway macs to check my schedule and get some late breakfast.
then i check le and i tell you it wus a BIG BIG mistake to stay in macs to eat our stuff.
fuck fuck fuck.
this is where alla my bad luck begin.
when me and hweegy wus at the counter orderin stuff, this bastard wit long shaggy hair wearin black shirt came in and he started askin me stoopid questions lyk wut time is it and whether they sell burgers here.
i mean come one you fuckin retard this is macs after all...
then he asked fo ten cents.
so i said dun have and told hweegy to give him instead.
she had this 'wut the fuck you tryin to do' look on her face lol
sorry hweegy.
didnt noe wut to do.
then he wus so wyerd i couldnt stand it and went back to our seat.
then he lyk walk back and forth tryin to find a seat in the 10% crowded macs (fuckin retard) and he chose to seat at the entrance.

i wus so lyk shit wut the hell...
then he went to toilet ah.
his stoopid eyes.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
cant take it.
azura said when he wus goin to toilet he lyk wanna put his hands behind my back (wut the fuckin hell)
then after he went in the toilet i couldnt take it i wus lyk 'sheryan!!! pack alla the stuff check whether we left anythin behind hurry run run RUN!!!'
so we ran!!!
leavin azura and janice behind at the counter buying their ice cream.

at the traffic light junction we were lyk shit cos them two's bags wit us and if the phone's inside how to call them rite.
but luckily smart smart janice had her phone wit her.

so we went to hide in ikea cos its always crowded there so kinda safe.
met wani and ashikin there.
we thought they were goin to macs so we warned them abt the bastard.
but they had the 'who are these aliens' looks on their faces so yeh lol.
then waited fo them two to come.
they did.
then we took 195 to sheryan house's bus stop.
waited fo 51.
too long le so i took 195 again.
waste my 45 cents :(

went home.
watched jeepers creepers 2 to forget abt the thing.
the show's so scary i screamed throughout the show ah.
lol
but the storyline kinda dumb dumb la.
very fantasy-ish.
and i dun really lyk fantasy stories so yeh.

wus so pre-occupied by the thing tt i even minorly scalded myself wit hot HOT tomyam soup.
bastard.

then my maid told me to send my sister to kumon at anchorpoint.
i wus scared because of the thing.
i'm so paranoid i cant stand myself.
but i sent anyways la.
then while waiting i wus listenin to walkman and buying foodstuffs and stationary.
bought my fave apple turnover at delifrance :)
yum yum
then met my dad (luckily he came) and we went home.

reached home.
i fell asleep.
slept fo abt an hour plus then woke up fo dinner.
then went out fo raya outing at two houses only cos too late la.

reached home at abt 10-ish.
watched bits of CSI.
pretty cool...
then i listenin to the walkman and fell asleep.
yeh.

ima recap now.

monday

actually i really cant remember wut i did monday but i can tell you this.
at night smth happened ah.
i dunno wut happened REALLY but smth inside me just cracked and i just broke down.
i wus cryin lyk an ass lor.
my pillow wus just abt soaked.
i cried and cried and cried.
cos i wus thinkin abt next year.
:'(
few of you might now why i broke down.
it wus so scary i couldnt stop.
but no one at home knows.
they wouldn't care less anyways.
so yeh.

cant remember la i'll re-blog if i can remember.

and special thanks to

sheryan hweegy

janice and azura

sorry i wasted alla yall's time because of the thing.
i'm really really sorry.
very sorry and thanks fo being so nice k yall.

i love this song so much i HAFTA put the lyrics here.
so yeh enjoy :)

Seindah tiada lagi kau ku ingatkan
Sayang kau hilang
Menanti biar sampai akhir hayat ku di dunia ini

Kau tahu bertapa ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir menentukan ia
Oh belaian jiwa

Oh angin, sampaikan lagu ku padanya
yang sedih pilu
Terimalah lagu ku jadi teman hidup mu
Untuk selamanya

Kau tahu bertapa ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir
Menentukan ia
Oh belaian jiwa

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

tagboard replies (sorry fo late replies) :
madhiah: dun care la huh... anyways we must go out when nas comes over AGAIN. must tell me in advance. cos my schedule is lyk *poof* and DUHHHHH...... ;) you noe whose ninja rocker rite... lol dun tell anyone ah... *as if no one knows*
shuzk meng: hey thanks yeh sheryan is stressed cos she thinks she cant polish well enough fo you lmao yeh she ask you to give her tips ah... anyways good luck fo wuts left wit your remaining Os... yeh
jess: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH my dear dear ninja rocker!!!!!!!! waaaaaaa he's so cool. when i shifted house he forgot me and became all cool... whoooooooo :D and i DID rite abt the 'you want socks' thing!!! read properly la LMAO
hweegy: unno la. anyways sorry yall couldnt get your free stuff tt day. really wyerd la... sorry!!! and thanks fo the good luck thing.
pris: hey thanks to you too actually.
sheryan the wimbude: LMAO i'm dead. shouldnt have called you tt. maybe tt's why i got to see alla those indian ducks. your a curse!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!! anyways thanks fo comin wit hweegy tt day. at least yall entertained me fo awhile. sorry no free stuff :(

ok so thats done *PHEW* tagboard finally recovered again.

today morning... hmmm ooooh we went to breakfast at west coast park's macs.
it wus lyk the macs ppl family day or smth there ah.
i ordered sausage mcmuffin.
no appetite ah somehow...

after eating we went to play at the park fo a lil while.
when i go i normally dun go on any of those 'playground' things...
not even the pyramid.
but today i felt bored so i went around tryin out things ah lol
soon became a sweaty ass.

then went to mustafa to buy stuff.
deodorant and a few under-thing-things.
wasn't really in the mood to look around fo stuff.
so yeh.

DAMN i unno why i'm havin the 'i-dun-care-wuts-happenin-in-the-world-around-me-and-i-feel-out-of-place' feeling.
it sucks seriously.
just makes me feel dumb dumb.
but i dun past off vibes to ppl so they won't really noe how exactly i'm feeling.
tt's how i cover up easily.

i'm feeling crazy.
whenever i'm in a car, i ALWAYS ALWAYS think of lyk if i one fine day can't take the chaos in the car, wut'd happen if i just lyk... open the car door and jump out.
damn i feel dumb dumb.
i unno why i'm thinkin of stuff lyk this.
AAAARRRRGGGHHHHH

ok ok so fine after mustafa we went to get briyani.
and rojak mama.
fo lunch.

(ok so this blog'll be one of the shortest ever fo the day cos i dun feel up to it)

sidetrack sidetrack... i think i noe why i'm so moody.
thats cos my bloody dad is always finding opportunities to embarass ppl.
so yeh thats PRECISELY wut he did.
and i hate it.
really fuckin hate it.
thats the time where i just feel lyk lookin straight in his eye and say 'fuck off'
but i noe i'll get a black eye and some cane marks if i ever do tt.
so yeh.

then went to queensway again.
just walk around ah.
nothing much.

ok then in the afternoon i went on an exercise streak.
LIL BIT of badminton, table tennis and TONS of table soccer lol
ok fine so tt ain't really exercise.
but still...
ended up sweaty again.
took four baths today btw.
i feel fresh lyk a baby's ass.
hoo.

hmmmmm then actually did NOTHING productive.
just at home watching some episodes of OC...
bored wut...
REAL bored.
so tomorrow's monday.
nothing scheduled.
gonna be wasted at home.
call me if you got plans.

saturday

in the morning wus woken up VERY VERY rudely by my mom.
she interupted my dream!!!
forgot wut its abt but this is abt it.
btw this is a recurring dream:

ok i'm lyk at school (crescent) then i'm just doin stuff.
then suddenly i got the urge to pon school.
so i did.
but i had to get thru goon cos supposedly in my dream she wus the gate dood.
then we (i unno who wus wit me) hid behind cars and slowly inched our way to the gate then we were running but she caught up wit us.

so we had to do punishment.
she made us pick up rubbish.
but outside school.
you noe at the traffic light place where you cross to redhill mrt station or the 51 bus stop on the other side.
yeh.
then went she went away we (still cant remember who) ran away.

then at this point i'll always wake up.

ok i'm so crapping but who cares.
i'm putting down all my thoughts.
CLEARING MY MIND.
yeh.

anyways, wus woken up by my mom ah.
wanted me to follow her to the market.
help her carry stuff.
then we went.

cooked mee soto fo lunch.
i helped mash the potatoes (hweegy! SMASHED potatoes!!!)
fo bagedil or how you'd spell it...
then ate.

then ummmm went to ami abas house to fetch dani and went to queensway to shop fo things.
bought black bands.
some ppl call them fuck bands ah.
wutever.
that wus it cos i didnt wanna be broke too quickly...

then went fo violin.
the girl/woman i'm supposed to have a duet wit wus there.
i wus scared i'd screw up but in the end i found out tt she wus as scared as me... or even MORE scared lol
yeh then we played .
at first wus lyk... crap ah.
but we got better and better.
just hope i won't be so scared on the recital day ah...

then went home and caught old episodes of OC.
lyk havin an OC marathon!!!
fun...

then i cant really remember but we were watchin and watchin and searchin fo guitar tabs until abt midnight then we slept.
yeh.

tt wus abt it ah.
cant really remember.
should blog everyday so i won't forget...
yeh ok
bye yall.

and i'm in love wit berlaian jiwa suddenly.
taufik ah... :D
ok seriously bye.

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

so today wus a rest after the few days i've had.
no goin out or anythin la...
and tagboard is seriously startin to get on my last last LAST nerve...

ok so in the morning i went to POSB to open a personal account fo macs.
so fun.
using the ink to put my fingerprint.
the ink comes off your finger easily!
so fun!!!
LMAO

then went to ntuc to buy my dear beloved korean seaweed.
ima start JUST buying the pack of three ones cos those taste much MUCH better than the pack of ten ones...
yeh

then went home and played computer fo a teeny while.
then went fo my second day at macs.

did lobby work today.
and cleaned trays.
and learned how to cook fries today.
and i got announcement.

today i...

CLEANED MY FIRST

EVER VOMIT AT

MACS!!!

'eww' all you want.
i tot it wus just a coke spill.
then while wiping it it wus lyk phlegm-ish-ly slimey.
:P eeeeeeeeeeeeeh.
disgusting so i had to wipe it away la.

then found out tt patricia teo wus working here as well!
haven't seen her in almost two years.
yeh...
she's at henderson sec now ah.

then sheryan and hweegy came to visit me!
so bloody shocking.
then they were saying i look BUNG-ish in macs attire i wus lyk

HUH?!

crazy i'm so ah-gua-ish...
yeh then they left after eating their fries ah.
actually macs got ALOT of shop uncles one you noe (jess... heheheheh)

then when i wus cleanin trays in the kitchen rite, wus doin it beside this guy who wus sheryan's 'coach' herwan ah.
he's (WUS) so bloody quiet.
he wus just cutting his dumb styrofoam cubes QUIETLY. then he went away fo awhile ah.
then it wus lyk CHAOS out there i tell you.
so LOUD MOUTHED!
goodness.
the only time he talked to me wus occasional digs at ppl and when i wus abt to go home he suddenly said 'you wanna buy socks?'
i wus lyk 'HUH?!?!?!?!' wth rite...
then he wus saying it wus xmas (mel!!!!!) decoration ah.
then i wus lyk oh ok...
one dollar.
so cute one.

then cos the ppl were lyk you dun wanna eat ah...
so i couldnt take it anymore and got a FREE regular ice lemon tea.
actually ppl should've came to visit me today.
got free meals fo yall noe...
family n frenz night.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
sad its over le...

then went home as fast as i could to catch singapore idol...
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT
I'M HELL HAPPY TT TAUFIK GOT INTO THE FINALS!!!!!
but i really genuinely hope that the people out there would vote according to TALENT.
i mean please yall.
this is an IDOL competition.
an IDOL fo singing ability.
you wanna look UP to the guy's ability man.
not his APPEAL or wutever shit lyk tt.
then it would be a popularity contest and SI is not one ok.
so yeh.
i'm pleadin wit yall to please base your vote on talent ah.
we'll see on the finals who can sing.
yeh.
and yeh the winner'll bring us to world idol.
so whoever wins carries a responsibility to show the world whom singaporeans claim to be their idol.
mirror us to the world...
so the thing is that VOTE WISELY LA!

omg i sound so philosophically pathetic rite LMAO.
but its true ah...

wooooooooooooooooooot taufik make us proud k!!!
me and ethel and all the other taufik fans are gonna vote fo you lyk ASSES to beat all the lians ad bengs voting fo sly.
WHOOOHOOOOO!

yeh ok ima catch survivor later.

my departing words:
1) vote fo taufik!
2) download msn 7.0. its way cool. serious

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

damn i haven't blogged fo quite a lil while.
and tagboard sucks.
smth wrong wit it ah...
bah.
so yeh ima start recaps from monday to today yeh...

monday

second day of hari raya...
hmmmm today went out from 10+ to abt 6 lyk tt ah...
no big place.
just went visiting my dad's aunts and uncles and my mom's sisters places.
yeh very excited cos my cousin's from kl comin to visit tomorrow then might be stayin fo quite a while.
yeh haven't seen them in ages.
dunno how many years ah...
yeh.
plus concert tomorrow so i'm bloody scared.
yeh.
when we reached home lots of ppl came visiting at our place.
IMAN CAME.
so cute so cute she's so cute!!!!!!
our neighbour too.
wit two of the three lil kids.
one came and wus screamin 'I WANNA WATCH TIGGER MOVIE!'
then no one wants to wut so he ended up crying and vomitted on the floor.
: /
lol
scary.
cos i didnt noe puke smelt so SOOOOO SOOOOOOO bad.
tut tut tut.

nas and afifah!!!
so sad yall gotta go back so soon.
but i promise you i'll try to make time for yall next time yall come k.
we'll go shopping and watch movies and shop and watch more movies and SHOP!!!!!!!!
yeh.

then they went home.
then we turned in quite early.
i did cos tomorrow i dun wanna be too tired ah.
have to be out from 10 to 10.
tt's lyk 12 hours?
yeh.
sad so *shudders* hope the concerts turns out pretty well.

tuesday

CONCERT DAY

goodness.
we went to school quite early fo section meeting ah.
eunice our dear SL made lil sheets of papers fo us.
our responsibilities fo today ah.
waaaaa sl you very sl ah...
yeh then SUPPOSED to have SECTION brunch ah.
but dear SL gotta tie french plaits fo ppl so ended up me, sy, azura and liwei go out.
we waited fo 111 and 132 fo LONG then gave up delifrance and macs fo MOBIL INSTANT NOODLES.
gosh.
we ate the side of mobil there ah.
so pathetic rite.

then bought 2 hotdog buns fo eunice and shermin and went back.
then gave and receive lil things.
then we were off!

reached there, put instruments in room, went down to carry percussion stuff.
STOOPID NGEE ANN PPL JUST SIT THERE AND DO NOTHING.
WE THE NON-PERCUSSION PPL HELPED OUR ASSES OFF K.
better be grateful lol.
then initially went to this TINY dressing room but really too tiny so went upstairs to the SLIGHTLY BIGGER one.
shared wit the whole woodwind seciton except fo lower winds.

yeh then prepared stuff.
went down to eat.
got rice, chicken, hotdog and curry (suposedly ah)
took pics.
helped search fo sheryan's shoes cos somehow it disappeared.
luckily THAT is the BIG bad luck from indian duck.
couldn find it so she borrowed from someone.
in the end i changed wit her cos her feet too small la.
i got clown's feet :(
lol

the rehearsal rehearsal then yeh concert.
it went better than i tot it would.
that's kinda good la.

during intermission met up wit my sister to plan wut we're gonna do after concert.
saw my long-time no-see cousins!!!!!!!!!!!
then second half.
oh gosh during singapore experience i wus blowin my nose durin wutever rests i have.
my god it wus lyk a tap tt cant be off-ed.
jeez.
my vest pockets were stuffed wit mucus-y tissue.
:p
had encore.
played shrek dance party.
oh gosh when i stood up my mouthpiece knocked my top teeth so very very pain dammit!
yeh then played anyone of us while they were thanking the peoples.

GOODBYE MR LEE ITS BEEN NICE HAVING YOU TO CONDUCT US.
YOU FUNNY OLD MAN.
WE LOVE YOU K!

then school song.
then there wus this retarded guy shouted encore encore encore so bloody loud.
bah.
then went out straight.
didnt go back to school.

after the thing my dad brought me, my sister dina, dani and fauzi to go eat at lau par sat (or however you spell it)...
HAD SATAY WOOOOOOOOOOOOOT
chicken and kambing.
the kambing tasted nauseating-ly wyerd.
but i like lamb.
lamb chops YUM.
the chicken wus as usual AWESOME.

then went home.
BUT didnt sleep.
watched 'grind' wit them.
YAY ADAM BRODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then at abt 1 plus we slept.
girls in my room.
boys in the living room.

wednesday

went out the whole day kinda!
morning we woke up late ah...
supposed to LEAVE abt 9 plus but we WOKE UP at 9 so ended up leaving at 10-ish.
went to harbourfront to get my typhoid jab.
it wasn't long lasting pain ah.
but i tot the pain'd be gone after a while rite.
didnt noe that i cant move my arm too much.
pain lyk crazy.
forgot to make a bank account.
went to gift-a-name to see lil things.
bought two marker pens.

then took mrt to my mom's mom's place.
bfo tt went to eat at macs.
too full.
packed the fries to bring it back home.
but we didnt touch it after tt at all.

then walked to baba's house.
stayed fo abt an hour?
then took pictures all then went to amati munir's house.

stayed longer than expected cos she fed us tahu goreng.
couldnt say no to tt even tho i wus DEAD full!

after tt we went to eastpoint.
boys said they wanted to go cc.
so me neesa and dina walked around the place fo an hour waiting fo them.
i bought my black shoes.
fo time being la.
thirty bucks.
yeh.

then just went window shopping fo abt an hour and met up wit them again.
realised we couldnt make it to amati yot's house cos we're supposed to be at my place by 6pm.
then we're goin to stay over at another cousin's place.
so we called her and told her ah...
but she FORCED US TO GO STILL!
so we did.
got into mild trouble wit dad.
prob would've been worse if amati yot didnt come wit us.
then at abt 11 we went to ami abas's place.
we didnt sleep ah. played gin rummy and stress and speed and tai di (or how you'd spell it) till abt 2 plus.
the parents there wus like 'yall want ice'cream anything just ask k'
then we were lyk whoa they're so loose.
BLOODY loose compared to my dad.
then me and nees couldnt take it so we slept already.

today

woke up today finding out tt the boys slept at 6am.
kak dina slept abt an hour after we turned in.
and i realised tt i've passed my flu to just abt everyone i've come into contact wit.

SORRY TO THOSE I'VE ATTACKED.

dunno how i became so sick!

it wus 10am when we woke up ah...
then bathed all then went to causeway point to shop around.
bought tons of snacks sweet and lil things.
got socks.
3 fo 5 bucks.
nice ones some more.
omg ALOT of indian ducks.
somemore eight FLYING ones k!!!
and a few others just walking around.
DIE LA!!!!!!!!!

whoa kak dina wus so rich she spent abt 50 bucks at mini toons cos she got gifts fo her frenz ah.
and she wanted to get the membership thing lol.
yeh.
then went to 7-11.
slurpie fest.
then went back.

then went back to my place fo lunch.
dani and dina tried out on my sax.
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHA.
very funny.
dani's tone is actually good!
better then me when i just started and NOW.
kak dina.
all i can say is HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHA.
she looked lyk she wus in pain blowing.
AHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHHA OMG OMG
actually lyk me ah cos sheryan said when i'm playing things i tend to frown kinda.
wyerd :p
yeh...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

laughed lyk asses.
then went to amati yot's house to get my black shoes.
left it there yesterday.
then rested in the room.
kak dina told us ghost stories abt her ns camp.
scary!

we closed the door ah.
then whoever came in while we were in the middle of the stories we SHOUTED ah.
oh gosh.
suspense wut!
i wus having flu and sore throat.
been having it since the concert day.
maybe i ate too much durin hari raya?
cannot ah...

then rested.
actually they wanted to bring us shopping but we were scared of my dad.
lol.
getting into his bad side once is enough fo us.
so dani stayed home alone.
slept.
then kak dina and amati yot went shopping at tampines mall or smth.

KAK DINA GOODBYE!
sorry i dun think i can send you off tomorrow.
macs.
hopefully we'll see each other again?
ok bye bye!
keep in touch k!
msn sms wutever!

then after we said goodbye, i heard smth lyk a sax being played ah.
true enough! there wus this old man playing a smaller then normal alto sax!
OMFG HE WUS BLOODY GOOD AH.
i wanted to go throw money into his case but we were on the other side of the mrt gate already.
so yeh.
HE WUS SOOOOOOOOO GOOD!

then slept in mrt kinda.
then went home.
SI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

taufik wus GOOD!!!
esp the last song.
the mulan song :)
lyk it alot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but the theme..
i dun really like it.
the screen and dunno wut thing...
TOMORROW RESULTS!
cant wait to see taufik at the finals!
whoohoo!
sly should really get out.
tomorrow gonna make bank account and macs...
hope things things turn out ok?
yeh bye yall...

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

yeh to alla you muslim people...
if i did anything wrong or smth please please forgive me k...

yeh today went... wyerd.
cos our morning routine is tt we go masjid then go upstairs to neighbour's house fo breakfast then we go visiting but...

today someone died at their house so... yeh
we had to babysit the lil kids (aged 1, 3 and 5 i think)
all boys.
so cute we had to bathe them and stuff.
haha.
dun think dirty k.
they were cute lil things.
then watched 'tigger movie' and some 'pooh' videos wit them *yawns*
ah fun very fun... lol
then caught amanda show and kenen and kel!
miss em so much.
I WANNA WATCH 'WHEN BRADYS ATTACK' SEGMENT COS ADAM BRODY'S INSIDE!

then they went up at abt 12 and i lepaked around the house cos my dad wus helping wit the burial and my mom wus... mom-ing?
hell i unno.
then we finally set off at abt 1 plus.
to THE dirtiest place in singapore.
so mean rite.
sorry ah MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.

then stayed there fo abt an hour and my dad came to fetch us then we went visiting.
went to tok unggal, nenek habsah, then nenek udak's house.

OMG VERY FUNNY.
cos nenek udak's kinda deaf la.
then my dad and his peoples always make fun of her LIGHT-HEARTEDLY la...
so cos her nephew wus this dancer guy who always perform at lyk 'salam lebaran' and all that kinda events, he kinda lyk noe some wyerd celeb gossips rite.
then wus telling her then dunno how they were teasing her abt being BBC (borneo broadcasting centre?!) and she has a website or smth. wasn't really paying attention to them.
then when ppl talk she dun wanna be left out ah so she just butt in wit some wyerd thing and we noe its not relevant cos she cant hear wut they were talking abt wut. then yar the guy wus lyk 'ok la we go first. kasi nenek time untuk update her website www.takdengar.com '

OMFG OMFG i wus laughing lyk an ass ok... omg i got tummy aches now ooooh ohooooh
then yar HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

then we went to my dad's mom's house.
yeh but my cousin's werent there so quite boring la...

then... then... OOOOOOOH
*blushes* we went to ninja rocker's house *blushes*
heehee...
oh god he's so so so so cute...
we got a sad history.
sad story man.
ima write it SOME TIME.
but yeh he's my ninja rocker :D
so cute he wus using REALL low hip jeans
*winks at jess*
ooooooooooooooooooooooooh
whoohoo...

aaaaaaaaah cant take it.
then went to my foster mom's house.
yep miss her lots...
then then...

then not important already ah.
whoa kinda just reached home.
bloody tired.
my hair's super poofy.
my dad's evil cos he said he's too lazy to trim it fo me...
HMPH.

watched the swan.
and then changed to 'so close' on axn.
whoa shu qi is hot.
tut tut tut.
the show's so cool man.
tho i only watched bits and pieces.
yeh it wus pretty cool...


so yeh ima recap now ah.

saturday

went fo band.
no marching.
AGAIN.
:D
then yeh wus at PAT AGAIN.
brought my jacket tho.
i feel and look wyerd cos i'm notreally a jacket person.
bah.
at least it kept me WARMMM...
kinda la.

played awhile then went thru wit emcees.
funny seh...
then went thru shrek dance again.
i seriously cannot play standing up.
and cant get down again.
damn.
so i'll fake ah haha.

then went back and polished instruments.
AGAIN.
lol.
sheryan its my last time polishing...
WAAAAAAAAAAA.
why are dad's so evil huh.
after concert he wus lyk 'GOOD no more band fo you.'
wtf...

then went to macs to give the stuff i owed them.
then ran home from there in the heavy rain.
wish i'd brought my umbrella....
yeh then ate some ketupats wit rendang YUM YUM
i swear i'm getting fatter now.
tut tut tut.

then cant really remember but we went to my grandma's house to break our LAST LAST fast.
yep.
then went home ah.

yeh.

friday NIGHT

watched survivor...
oh man serge got out.
ami's stoopid.
dun lyk her.
eliza's dumb too.
julie's... i dunno but she gots a tactic to lead ppl by her pinky.
thats bad.
i think serge got out cos he's super strong and stuff and tt his a potential winner...
yeh. sad man.

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

tagboard replies:
sheryl: ooops ok all done sorry...
azura: yeh yeh he IS kinda cute la... i mean his hair WHOA :D but he looks lyk he used 1/3 of the jar of gel a day ah... lol
sheryan: :) HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA but i tell you you are MUCH more more evil than me you WIMBUDE x 3!!!
jess: ben is dumb and fat lor... dougie IS cute but danny's MUCH MUCH better! whoohoo his hair :) and adam JARED brody is SEXY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jared... jared leto... yeh :)

hmmmmmm i feel so lazy now...
lazy to blog...
so ima try make this a quick one la.

this morning had band.
i thought we had to start at 8 so i wus lyk lepaking and lepaking and at abt 7.10 sheryan smsed me to ask if i'm already in school. i wus thinking lyk wut the hell why she wanna reach so early then she told me tt we had to reach by 7.30 cos mrs chua wanna run thru lyk all the pieces kinda. so i rushed to school.
only to find tt the back gate wus locked.
i felt lyk all my hopes suddenly crashed
whoa lyk drama lyk tt LMAO
then an angel flew by and told me tt the gate at the field wus open and i could walk thru there. i thanked my angel and went to band abt 10 mins late.
bah.

then yeh another bad day cos the stoopid bitter reed wus stoopid.
got out all my reeds.
wanted to test test but no time ah...
yeh after mrs chua left ms low gave us a LONG LONG LOOOONNNGGGG talk abt the concert day schedule.
whoa bloody long lol.

then we 'choreographed' the shrek dance party actions.
so funny man.
lol...
when we had to sit down back after 'stayin alive' my whole chair moved back lyk 5cm lor.
scary.
thought i'd fall back into the poor euphonium person behind me...
tut tut tut.

then we polished instruments.
i'm not gonna talk to any trumpet or alto sax ppl cos their instruments are shinier then mine.
hmph...

fine childish ah?

then went home...
ate lunch (pizza)
dad scolded me cos i wus supposed to be home an hour earlier to help him wit ketupats.
YAY very fun...
i missed doing it.
once a year only leh...
my dad made 20.
then he left home to go geylang wit my mom.
he said do another 20.
i'm so good.
i did 32 HEEHEE
cant wait to do more and fill the rice thing and cook it and eat it YUM YUM.
whoa i'm already fantasizing abt wut ima eat on hari raya.
i hope i wun suddenly become a fat ass.
cos after tt totally no more band.
then yeh ima just work my ass off in macs.
but i get money ah...

yeh i'm waiting fo tonight's s'pore idol results.
TAUFIK TAUFIK TAUFIK
how can one not support the BEST singer in SI...
WHOOHOO TAUFIK!!!

ok ima recap now...

thursday (deepavali)

HAPPY DEEPAVALI

to all the people

celebratin deepavali...

yay...

lol ok so ummm woke up at abt 9.
then spring cleaned my room.
very very dusty.
wus sneezing all the way.
eeeeeeh.

then i had instant noodles fo lunch.
tomyam yum yum
then when i JUSTTTTT wanted to rest on my bed and read my dear book 'sweet blood' by pete hautman' or smth lyk tt VERY VERY NICE, my mom told me to follow her to the dirtiest place in the whole of s'pore...

her parents' house

*scary music*

no place dirtier then tt.
i couldnt get outta tt and just went.
waaaaa cleaning the place wus lyk cleaning a million pig stys man.
awful.
i smelt lyk an ass after the whole cleaning thing.
man the first thing i did when i reached home wus bathe and i used bath foam three times man.
waste money i noe but better to be clean rite...

yeh then bought otak2 fo dinner yum yum.
tried to find proper ketupat leaves but at geylang they just threw all on the floor and ppl were stepping over all of it to choose their own.
managed to find a proper place later la.

yeh.

then had dinner...

watched a short part of another seann william scott movie 'road trip'.
i swear i didnt noe it wus RA.
SERIOUS...
i only watch it fo my dear baby ok...
seann william scott.... *snickers* so cute man... :D

then watched s'pore idol!!!
it wus asian pop ah.
one english song and another language song each.
OMG OMG taufik wus THE BEST AH
lyk his first song wus...
whoa.
'saya mau nangis ah...'
WOOOOOT he rawked hell big big big time man.
the song wus so emotional.
so beautiful.

and mel...
thanks fo complimenting me yesterday.
i had a big head throughout the day k...
lemme quote your sms:

'omg ameera u really hit e nail on e head. tt's [lying on the bed] wat i've been doing today. actually more like the whole time. i rmb u once said u were more 'emotionally complicated' dan anyone else on tis earth n felt like u were not a great daughter, sister? today i shall quote ur exact words cuz i feel like a useless ass. more dan tt i feel like i've been living a lie. a lie tt i can't even continue living in. omg i'm ruining everyone's life again. help me ameera :'( '

whoa tt wus one long sms. ok mel, firstly psychologist ameera says tt you've not been ruining her life and has actually been entertaining her while she wus at the dirtiest place in the whole wide world. secondly, everyone has their 'those' days. where you feel like wut you've written in your sms quoting me. just tt some ppl (lyk me) has the opportunity to experience tt more often and fuck tt la. thirdly, you have done the right thing by going back to sleep cos tt make's you feel better.

psychologist ameera's evaluation: melody you are smart enough to take good care of yourself. just make sure you follow up wit your psychlogist's guidelines to 'live a better live' although she herself has not managed to do tt as of yet. lol. so your psychologist advices you to...

GO OUT AND WATCH MOVIES OR DO TV RESEARCH OR... OR... smth of tt sort you noe.

damn i'm feeling moody again.
tt aint good.
dun be lyk me.
im a bad bad psychologist.
*nods bitterly*

my ambition: to be a psychologist.
have i persuaded anyone tt i might be a good one?
lol ok i'm gonna go now.
bye yall.

8.26pm announcement: yay i finished making 70 ketupats wit my dad

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YYYYAAAAAAAYYYYYYY!!!
today wus good cos...

my mom finally made shark's fin

WOOOOOTTT

yeh ah i'm satisfied cos i had tt and my craving fo adam brody wus lesser cos of 'grind' :D
whoohoo!
yeh.

today had band from 8 to 1 lyk tt.
played in OH SO COLD pat again.
and i forgot to bring my jacket again.
and sheryan your hair very cute dun worry.
*stifles laughter*
haha.



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHA

lol ok sorry i'm so evil.
i feel crappy today.
dunno why ah.

yeh mr lee came again today.
totally couldn't play cos i bloody broke my reed yesterday and new reeds are bitter and suck.
*pouts*
hmph.
so yeh during deepavali ima sit at home and blow and blow my mouthpiece and neck till the reed's seasoned.
does tt image look retarded?
AH HECK lol

yeh got the SYF'05 set piece.
singapore rhapsody.
i cant play next year.
hah.

and i got a plan.
so after concert ima stop playing and just go fo band to teach liwei.
liwei you better be grateful k.
you must sound stronger and louder.
yeh.
i'm train you till...
till i hafta stop ah.
very sad the set piece looks very nice.
:'(

ah well.
so jess asked if i wanna go watch princes diaries 2 tomorrow.
its deepavali.
my parents most prob won lemme go out.
besides i'm not keen on that flick ah sorry.
but i'll ask anyways.

peili said nic tey sent her a postcard and asked her to tell me tt she saw a cute nerdy tenor sax guy (eg. adam brody :)))))))) together wit her cute cute clarinet guy.
man i hope you took pics k...

oh yeh in the afternoon i went to the library.
i had backache.
after tt went to ntuc to buy cheese.
wanted to make pizza.
yeh mozarella cheese.
lol...

yeh so i'm starting to miss people already even tho i'm not even gone yet.
how the hell am i gonna go thru next year.
ah shit.
:(
really bad mood now.

damn i just gotta get this outta me...

GRIND'S SOOOO DAMN COOL

omg its so swell getting to see adam dance and

his hair's so tame.

SO CUTE.

and really fun to see his guy friend grope him on

his breast and ass HOOHOO

whoa love it to bits.

hope more people'd see adam as much MUCH

better then i'm-so-boring-and-fat-and-somehow-

people (like jessica yeo)-still-think-i'm-hot BEN

MCKENZIE *barfs*

sorry ah jess but he's really really... *mumble mumble*
LMAO

yeh i guess i'm feeling much better now.
oh well tt's all i suppose.
gonna season my reed now.
DUN LAUGH.
bye lol

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

so sad man...
at abt 12pm i just realised tt i couldnt fast anymore...
lol...
so yeh those of yall who kept me when ima get my thing so we can go out...
I'M FREE NOW lmao
yeh

had band today.
arrived late cos i thought band started at 10.30...
damn i hafta run 20 blooody rounds k...
sad man.
so we sight-read first love today.
kinda cool la.
but it wasnt the version i thought we were gonna play so yeh.
not tt bad.
actually i think band today wus not productive man.
like nothing lyk tt.
dunno la.

after bad hweegy and sheryan asked if i wanna go out...
but my dad didnt allow so yeh.
went home and ate maggi in my room so no one could see lol.
i'm SOOOO thoughtful ah.

downloaded grind.
this movie starring my dear ADAM BRODY.
hell it wus awesome.
yall should watch it!
esp those adam brody fans.
yeh WOOOOOT.
very funny.
yeh.

had hongkong noodles fo dinner today.
lol.
STILL NO SHARK'S FIN.
omg i'm having bad tummy aches.
took a crap once but its still hurting bad now man.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH *moans in agony*
wut did i ever do to deserve this?!
oh god oh god.

damn how am i gonna sleep tonight.
shit shit shit.
ok so at least i dun hafa wake up early tomorrow...
wait i DO hafta wake up kinda early.
cos band starts at 8.30.
wow.
so gotta be there by lyk 8?
or i'll be doin punishment yet again.
haha.
*rolls eyes*

so yeh ima put the cold pack on my tummy now.
ARGH
bye yall... :'( *tears of pain*

BTW i dunno why but some part of my template got deleted accidentally so those whom i've linked below nicole's link, yall were gone.
but i cant remember who else i left out again so yeh tag me if i forgot.

ok bye

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuckin fuck
my oh-so-bloody-mofo smart dad wanted to borrow the com
THEN HE GO BLOODY CANCEL MY BLOG WINDOW
and alla my hard work deleted JUST LIKE TT!
argh.
dads.
*frowns*
oh well lemme see if i can remember everything.

today wus INITIALLY good cos i could wake up late cos band started at 11 and ended at 1
yeh mr lee came again.
but today our playin wus not very good.
we were kinda weak.
and i got vibes from him and mrs chua.
bad bad vibes.
sad man.
then left bfo announcements cos i had to go send aleefa fo her piano lesson.

HWEEGY
please please dun EVER burst into tears lyk tt again ok... lol i wus at a lost.
i'm horrible at comforting people...
so yeh just dun feel so sad because of it.
its SERIOUSLY not worth it.
to suffer cos of smth some fuckhead did.
yeh SO not worth it.
dun be so sad k.
cos we have a plan wut right? ;)
lol yeh hope it'd work...

then went wit aneesa to send aleefa.
we dumped aleefa at radin mas cc then go fo an adventure to bukit merah ntuc LMAO
then we were almost late to fetch aleefa so we rushed back like asses.
when we reached, she wus just dismissed.
wtf lol

then watched 'dude where's my car' YET AGAIN
i'm seriously getting so so addicted.
bad?
lol
yeh its a movie which influences kids alot.
kinda.
so i showed it to aleefa.
7 years old is the age to follow wut you see.
i'm evil hoohoo
'dude where's my car?'
'where's your car, dude?'

HAHAHAHAHAHAH

"wuts [my tattoo] say?"
" 'sweet' wut abt mine?"
" 'dude' wut's mine say?"
" 'sweet' wut abt mone?"
" 'DOOOD' wuts mine say?"
" 'SWEEEEEETTT' wut abt mine?!?!?!?!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
omfg i'm so so addicted.

then had dinner.
alpha macaroni.
lol VERY FUN
i made words again...
hoohoo...

now here eating korean seaweed typing this THE SECOND BLOODY TIME lol
yum yum
when's my mom gonna cook shark's fin?!?!?!?!
cant wait *drools*
whoohoo.
ok by yall

'ameera is shibby at the moment. please leave your shibby at the shi-beep. SHIBBY!!!'

AHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHA

ok seriously.
bye :p

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

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emi: yeh ok all done

yesterday my bloody blogger account wouldn't open so yeh... just wanted to type everything without forgetting it after goin fo band ah...

sunday

i wus sick today... *sniffs*
got sore throat and slight flu and very very lazy
the three lil ones went fo madrasah and i didnt go
hahahahahhaha
sick wut... *coughs*

then watched shark's tale and the rundown on my pc
seann william scott!!!!!!!
heehee...

yeh in the afternoon went to bugis to shop fo clothes.
i tell you ah...

I HATE SHOPPING FO CLOTHES

its the worst activity i've always ever done.
everytime i go shopping fo clothes i'll badmood
and feel shitty.
:p
sick but i managed to get one lousy t-shirt ah.
kinda nice actually.
15 bucks one.

but my mom made it up to me by cooking...
ASSAM LAKSA WOOOOOOT
OMFG i love it so much yum yum yum
yeh
then ate tt and murtabak and red steak stew fo buka puasa.
and at night just lazed around ah...
wanted to watch dude, where's my car again but... yeh no time ah.
shibby...
heehee!

yeh so ima have sweeet sweeet dreams abt seann william scott now.
bye yall *BIG grin*

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furb: its ok furb... NO JANG FO ME MAN. and the manager guy fake ah. didnt hafta GREET ppl at the door or wut lol
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hell today wus bloody tiring can...

reached school at abt 7 to go fo band...
yeh but no marching luckily ah lol
played at the parade square till abt 9.30 lyk tt then had sectionals fo an hour?
yeh then combined again at PAT.

BLOODY COLD CAN?!

jeez i wus freezing then totally couldnt play 'fo wonderful friendship'
tut tut tut couldnt wait to get outta the room.
had sectionals then went home.
my mouth wus hurting bad.
chapped lips and it wus kinda red and soft-ish.
aww man.

waaa sheryan very sad...
your dad REALLY REALLY dun let you ah...
aww heck.

then went fo violin and now not only my mouth and big toes (yesterday) hurt but my fingers too.
dammit la...
yeh...
and OMG OMFG on the way home...
i saw a BROWNSOUND look-alike on the bus!!!
yeh tt dood form sum 41.
except he didnt have no piercings nowhere ah...
cool... bloody cool...

now i'm here typin this and listenin to my songs about jane album...
WOOT thanks ah my section :D hoohoo

getting complains from ppl abt my bloody msn display pic...
should i change?
nahhh ima be evil MUAHAHAHAHAHA
but yall can just close it anyways wut...
so yeh.
my dad's at johor.
hope he gets domino's again
CANT WAIT

survivor yesterday...
haahahahahahaha scout wus being disgustingly LESBIAN-Y
GOODNESS she wus lyk 'oh i'm soooo happy to see twila...'
and crap lyk tt.
then when they announced merger the first dood she hugged wus lyk twila so....
yeh hoohoo
damn NOW then they merged if they'd done so lyk last week my dear hero JOHN K woulda probably stayed cos of individual immunity!!! waaaaaa so sad man *nods to devastated mel*
now the new tribes called alinta or smth.
wyerd name but pretty cool la.
and i unno wut wus up wit julie man.
i think she wants to be lyk 'safe' as in hoping sarge won't vote her out so she go snuggle between his legs and warm herself.
jeez.
and sarge looks all smart wit his glasses lol
rory got out...
aww he wus bloody funny...
GOOOO LOOOPEEEEVIIIII *laughs wit the wild hysterical mel lol*
i seriously hope ami gets out next man.
she doesnt deserve to stay another day.
wut good attitude?!
f***head...

yeh gosh till now i'm still laughing abt the daniel ong 'holy GUAAAcamoley' thing
ROTFFLMFAO omg omg omg whoohoo aaaah my tummy
MEL ALL YOUR BLOODY FAULT HAHAHAHAHAHHA

yeh so leandra got out.
heehee.
well even though she wus from my pri school and all...
she wus getting more boring anyways.
who'd be next...
tune in next week fo s'pore idol...
lmao

peace out yall

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

surprisingly quite ok la...

OMG whooooo the first day there...
very dirty lol
i wus cleaning-cum-garbage lady...
yeh first day wut...

first they gave me the uniform la...
GOODNESS they want us to tuck in all the way till at least can see the belt...
ARGH please but my shirt wus too big anyways so i didnt really bother.
so yeh then this wyerd old lady brought me around la.
taught me to sweep, mop and wipe tables and clean up the trays all and how to dispose the huge garbage bags.
so i wus just doin it till saw abt 45 mins left.
then this dood came and told me to bring the garbage bags to the basement where alla the rubbish go to and i tell you i wus struggling lyk crazy to carry the bin and trolley from one floor to the next...
then after i got the hang of it i went alone ah.
smth mad just HAD to happen.
i wus just INNOCENTLY getting the trolley wit an empty box back to macs then suddenly the huge box just fell from the top to the bottom of the stairs.
damn i wus so bloody lucky no macs person saw tt la.
so bloody malu please.
yeh.
*hides head under pillow*

and i just found out this important news.

for alla yall who frequently go to

queensway macs or is gonna

work there listen up yall

jang2 is goin fo an interview there lmao!
so next time yall come to macs dun be shocked if you see her or smth.
yeh.
beware yall.

so it wus over.
ima start after hari raya la.
my co-workers were lyk MOSTLY old eccentric ladies so yeh.
lol.
its over.

then i went home and slept from 4 to lyk 6.
tired wut.
my mom's shoes suck.
now my big toes hurt lyk crazy...

then i buka-ed wit tacos and fish porridge.
then i finished watching final destination 2.
its kinda cool but the graphics abit retarded ah.
lyk too... wyerdly gruesome.
they try to make it disgusting but its lyk... funny.
lol.
yeh now i'm here typing the entry and ima be watching SI later so yeh.
WOOT TAUFIK WOOT
he'd better stay inside or there's no point watching SI.
yeh.
so ima go now.
bye yall.

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

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steph - you cant underestimate sk lim the monster... tut tut tut
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awwww damn i'm so bloody scared fo OJE later...
i mean yeh its just SUDDENLY there's this wyerd feelin at the pit of my tummy...
yeh btw i managed to find black shoes...
my mom's ah. kinda low-heel and non-skid and its black so yeh.
slime and jess said theys gonna visit me later.
yall both better not make me freak out suddenly k...
yeh...
sheryan dun worry i'll tell you each and every detail tt happened during the thing to prepare you.
thats the least i could do fo taking the earlier shift ah.
yeh.
so lemme recap wut happened yesterday...

thursday

sahur-ed my domino's left over.
YUM YUM k.
yeh then accidentally went to some sports channel.
man u v sparta prague.
omg van nistelrooy gave man u FOUR goals la.
lyk he's at the right place at the right time man...
his third goal wus beautiful.
yeh.
reminds me of those times we were nuts abt world cup in p6.
while waiting fo dismissal people were lyk callin home to ask fo the score between england and brazil.
duh brazil won WOOT
lol yeh

then went to school fo the LAST LAST a math bridging thing.
gave people postcards.
some doods didnt come so yeh.
gonna miss yall so bloody much.
then ummmm had band.
yeh the old guy (mr lee) he came!
pretty funky fo an 80 smth year old guy la.
i mean... yeh i wouldnt be lyk tt at tt age.
i'd most probably be at home on the bed sleeping on my fat ass or smth.
yeh.
he conducted concerto de'amour.
whoa made us play thru lyk TWICE and went thru in detail goodness!
mouth bloody tired.
couldnt talk properly later.
then had sectionals ah.
OMG EUNICE HOW CAN YOU SAW US TENORS WERE SOFT LOR.
we wus playing the best we could and you still couldnt hear?!
bloody hell...
lol fine fine we'll try to get louder.
my dear liwei ah when i'm gone you hafta sound like 2 tenors k...
and i tell you ah after hari raya i come back then you hear lol
yeh at the end they showed a video.
couldnt take it cos wanted to meet wit Mel's Farm at bugis.
so left halfway thru.
paid ticket money fo 2 only.
NICOLE TEY you owe me 15 bucks
HWEEGY you owe me 30 bucks
fo the ticket money ah...
yeh.

so at bugis MRT station i wus scared cos i didnt noe where to go lol
then i called them and they were lyk guiding me lyk ima foreigner lol
then i managed to find them ah.
thank GOD.
they watched shark's tale.
yeh while i wus having band.
its ok i didnt mind cos it wus the least i could do fo makin so much trouble fo yall... :/
yeh they said yeelyn wus eating clam wit white sauce just now lol
then we didnt tell her she got this wyerd blackish green thing stuck between her teeth on top lol
sorry yeelyn...
we thought it wus the clams LMAO
went around the edge.
then went to jp lor.
like i travelled from school to bugis then jp.
wtf lol
but it wus fun la.
then train ride rite...
discovered this boy had a crush on yeelyn cos she let him take her seat.
then he couldnt stop grinning at her.
SO CUTE HAHAHAHAHAHAH
then when we wus talking the boy suddenly start shakin his head...
like i'd swear fo at least 3 mins non-stop...
le'traile (however you spell it) number two! WOOT
so cute man him.
when he got of i could feel the sadness in yeelyn's heart lol
yeh at jp we went around stores cos jess n mel wanted to look fo stuff fo next year.
i wus so broke so i didnt bother.
yeelyn the grape.
hoohoo.
then heavy rain then we went home.
yeh sad man.

at night watched SI
omg taufik wus AWESOME man
he wus the best!
lyk positive comments from alla the judges?!
WOOT WOOT WOOT
yeh cool each contestent had to sing two songs.
yeh leandra's in GREAT GREAT danger.
so's daphne.
i'm afraid tt cos of sly's HUGE fanbase tt he'll win...
but...
yeh we'll just hafta wait and see la.

goin fo OJE soon.
wish me luck.
aite.
bye.

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

ok yeh my first entry lol
had a math bridging thing this morning.
as dumb as ever. and mrs sk lim if yr out there reading this listen up, cos i think we gots a mutual dislike fo each other so... yeh just wanna clear tt up. yeh.
then didnt have band so me sheryan and hweegy went to anchorpoint to look fo black low-heeled non-skid shoes fo our OJE. damn its so hard to find cheap ones.
we even wanted to get jang2 octopus shoes man! gawd.
yeh then the place wus not opened yet (abt 10.15) so we sent hweegy home first and went to queensway to spy on macs employees. argh the type of shoes they wear... *shudders* then we went back to anchorpoint cos i wus afraid of this huge big fat scary man

(he's as disgusting as the colour) so yeh.
found two suitable pairs but still not cheap enough ah... so i decided to colour the white stars on my converse shoes black... but my heart aches fo it. haven't done it yet tho.
then i wus like online the whole day.
watched final destination 2 and a BIT of sharks tale.
and i waxed my dad's room and my room's floor.
BLOOODDDYYY tiring k...
my hands still ache now while typing this entry.
yeh.
guess wut i had fo buka puasa...
*drumroll...*





DOMINO'S PIZZA!!!!!!!!


yeh... all the delicious-ness... mmmmmmmmm
dad bought garlic twist n cinnamon bun thing and large pizza half pepperoni half veggie...
WOOT...
yeh and ima be goin out wit Mel's Farm tomorrow to celebrate Jessica's BELATED birthday...
so bloody sorry jess.
yeh...
and to make it up to you, ima wish you happy birthday here so everyone can see it...
so yeh here goes...

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

MY DEAREST JESSICA

AKA BABE

AKA LUOHAN

just want you to noe that even tho we ain gonna be seeing each other next year, i'll never forget the friendship we shared fo two nice years k. alla those times at tuition wit the farting rocket guy and the 'lao shi wo cong lai mei kan dao ta chuan de na me SSEEEEXXXXYYYY' guy... and the teacher wit the huge eyes. scary dood. yeh so we MUST keep in touch ya hear me!!!
yeh.
hope i'll be able to make it tomorrow...
and the conductor guy (damn forgot his name) is comin tomorrow.
i hope i dun screw up man.
and azura, the concerto d'amour song on your bandits site rawks la.
helped motivate me to wax the floor... yeh dumb i noe lol
so yeh. i suppose thats it. ima watch 'dude, where's my car again' so yeh.
bye...

hameyy
mudd
mel's farm
1st march
vampires :D
saxophones <3
guitars <3

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4 jade'00
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cgssb
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