a perfect world with me and syn.

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

Monday, January 31, 2005

7:38 PM

just remembered smth
lemme do it in a kyle way
its smth i read in a book

'lyk one time?
i read this lyk... book?
abt this dood and his girl who were lyk...
married.

then they kinda lyk fought wit each other.
GRRRRRRR!
then the dood lyk moved out to this other dood's place?
and that dood wus lyk HOT?
lyk really hot...

so lyk the dood's parents came over to the house to see his wife.
but lyk DUHHH
she wasnt there.
so the dood wus in the kitchen fixing the pipe.
and he wus using lyk...
an apron?

and the other dood just lyk bathed?
so lyk he wus all...
wrapped up in his lyk...
towel?
lyk... yummy?

so when the two of them lyk answered the doorbell
the parents lyk saw them and totally got the wrong idea?
lyk FUNNY?
and lyk the other dood in the towel wanted to play along?
so lyk he winked at this dood and patted his butt?
lyk whoa?

and lyk after he wus in his clothes and ready to leave
the dood talked to the dood and said lyk
he hates him fo giving his folks the wrong impression?
lyk haha?
lyk the dood who wus in the towel said
'dood, we'd better not lyk
stick around here too long
or lyk yr folks'll think we're lyk
kissing?'

so lyk the dood blushed and went back to the parents.
lyk the mom saw the blush and...
fainted.'

wus that totally lame?
hhahahahahahaha
called nothing better to do.
anyways this short snippet's from ocean city no. 7 i think.
yeh its pretty cool.
yeh... really?
yeh hahahaha

that wus totally kyle...

TOTALLY...

*guitar tunes*

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

6:40 PM

ok so yeh new layout... how?
lol
anyways had been too lazy to blog.
really lazy these days.
bleagh...
and i'm blacker now.
as in... yeh.
basketball la.
play one afternoon also can black.
*rolls eyes*

today wus lyk...
came to school without hairband cos lyk i wus too in a rush to wear properly at home.
so i didnt use it on the way to school or i'd look wyerd.
and without it i look... ah-gua
*glares at yeelyn*
so the first thing i did when i reached school...
TOILET!

no free periods :(
history is screwed,
salim is so wyerd.
tut tut tut
but i think its KINDA cool in a way somehow or another
tt he treats us lyk... adults KINDA.
i mean he talks to us about...
ANYTHING?
yeh

and physics teacher is worse.
his... so odd.
odder than phua.
he makes a wyerd car noise.
lyk a car goes smth lyk 'vrrooommm...'
his car's 'ewwwwwwwoooot'
lyk ...

AND KAVITHA DIDNT COME
lol
so math wus lyk free...

chinese is probably the only sane lesson today.
he discussed zuo wen wit us.
i decided to hand up today to get bonus marks cos i'll so need it...

ended at four.
jm's mom came and fetched her cos she had headache kinda.
on-off-on-off one so funny...
went wit yunwei to staffroom to give my zuowen.
had a laughing fit lol
cos lyk all the teachers desks were just divided wit one wall kinda
and salim's whole place wus covered.
so secluded...
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA
who noes wut he'd be doin seh.
*shudders*

went macs wit her cos had craving fo chicken prosperity.
she had sprite float.
looked nice.
regrets :(

signed up FINALLY fo the ez link points thing.
had been too lazy.
think if i'd done it lyk since god noes when i'd be having thousands and thousands of points le.
sigh.
the evils of procrastination again.
hopeless me.

and as we were gonna leave, the HI-FI SYSTEM CAME!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
lyk the radio, amplifier, mike stand...
adabelle jasmine yunwei and yeelyn DUN SAY ANYTHING :/
and OMG
YUNWEI I CANT BELIEVE YOU LYK ENGINEERIN GUY TOO!
*shrieks and jumps around*
WAY COOL!!!
and if you ever come online when i do i'll give you the friendster link k ;) ;)

anyways called sheryan back cos got missed call.
she and hweegy damn wyerd can.
why... cry?
lol
scared of the interview ah?
or miss me ;)
lol
anyways i'll be comin back next friday cos our school holiday :)
so you all must stay back and wait fo me k...
or else...
yeh
:)
then i can see you again
yeh so i think ima continue watching scary movie 3
its kinda boring seriously.
1's better.
american pie's THE BEST.

seann william scott :)
*squeals*
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!
his so :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

ok ima go now bye bye

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

Saturday, January 22, 2005

7:42 PM

tagboard replies:

fifa/MOOOO: you sound so kesian lol anyways that day at junstion 8 FUNNY... ok lol and i saw the pics le! crazy man! and i wus too lazy to update ah. now k? lol

carolyn: ... hahaha

madhiah: budak cheena! lol tut tut tut someone really in love AH...

huisui: omg no more ameequah PLEASE lol and my ah gua hair wus screwed lor. so's this one. really no difference. boohoo... and mel and jess said they cut their hair SHORT le. as in yeelyn SHORT. which fo them IS SHORT! yeh

alex: hey... alex tang? lol or khoo? ok well take care haha

adabelle: sure! mrs samuel ;)

jingmin: !!!!!!!! stop it my stomach pain le that day damn crazy. i cant believe we laughed so crazily abt smth lyk tt HAHAHAHAHAH

gha: EWWWW lol no la we using culottes... so primary school :$ make me look lyk a p4 kid seh :p

hewegeko: tagged le. so nice rite lol anyways dun so sad/angry/pissed at/abt the things k... lol yeh take care hweegy!

steph: hey! cant ah... workin :( so swayyy rite. chinese new year eve and the holidays too :(

shuzk: hey 3rd march... two days after my birthday *wink WINK* lol yeh will try to la...thursday ah. school day can go concert?

ok docks thats done

anyways i'd been too lazy to blog ah.

REALLY lazyy...

sigh

ah well

firstly

HAPPY belated HARI RAYA HAJI

to everyone esp muslim peeps

yeh

so sad kambings not gonna be here on time...

maybe tmr?

i want kambings!

*pouts*

no not you nees lol

mornin went to chinese high fo the ipst thing

omg mel and jess would've died to be there.

SO MANY SHOP UNCLES for them.

so sad they were both in NJ at the time.

JUST OPPOSITE!

goodness...

anyways the test wus lyk tt time the MOE ppl came to crescent and our class unfortunately had to take the test ah.

yeh.

the psychology thing.

action mama wus there.

AND she wasn’t even takin the test.

SOOO extra can.

*rolls eyes*

waiting fo her dear doll la…

jeez

anyways it wus so screwed.

our test ended at lyk 10.30

BUT they could only release us at bloody 12.30!!!

so stoopid

so they left us in this lecture theatre to rot fo two whole hours.

lyk wtf ah

then lazed around wit

yunwei yeelyn adabelle jingmin jingmin’s fren

yeelyn wus an evil freak.

She said lets play spin the bottle.

Then I said but there’s only girls.

But her spin the bottle is truth or dare ah.

Lol

And the bloody mofo bottle HAD to point it me.

So she wus lyk

‘dare or DARE’

Omg they lied to me.

My heart…

I feel so hurt lol

Yeh so sad.

Their dares were awful.

But I didn’t do it in the end.

Of course got consequences ah.

Yeelyn is strong…

*wails and runs away*

But damn funny ah…

Hamster boy is stoopid

HAHAHAHHAA

Blur dood…

Anyways abah fetched and we went to adam road there to eat.

Eat mee soto.

YUM ah

And shared ice kachang wit nees.

Atap-chees are NICE!

Afternoon had violin.

Pretty cool.

Chose exam pieces.

We missed a bus home.

Had to wait fo lyk another 20 minute.

The bus driver full of shit ah.

Dinner wus so SO cool.

umi’s mee hongkong so rawks la.

Lyk restaurant one I SWEAR!

That’s the second food next to assam laksa that I’d never get tired of…

Yeh that’s abt it fo today

Gonna make a long recap I think.

Friday

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI!

Went to masjid…

So early I couldn’t open my eyes ah.

Then went upstairs to eat breakfast.

Went visiting.

Went to my bf’s house :D

His so cute man!!!

Awwwwww

Love his short tongue

HAHAHAHHA

Next went to mad’s house.

NAS AND FIFA WUS THERE!

Wooooooooooot!

We went out.

Everyone used mad’s clothes lol

Cos we were lyk in baju kurungs initially…

Yeh I mean I dun lyk going out in tt ah.

Constriction of movement…

Went to junction 8 lol

Re-enacted tt times outing

But wit better NEOPRINTS

Hahahahhahaa

So sad had to leave them at 6.

Cos dad said be home by 7 la.

Yeh

Watched AMI4

DAMN funny please!

Eso the guy who couldn’t hi-five properly

AHHAHAHAHAHA

But the one where the teacher got in but the student didn’t and she cried badly damn sad.

Really sad.

Yeh…

Thursday

Nothin much happened in school today la…

Just ended at 6.

*rolls eyes*

And tt fo art we had to be critics.

As in comment at ppls artwork.

Last week’s still life thing.

Wasn’t in a good mood at the time.

So I really slacked during art and yeh.

Dunno why ah.

*shrugs*

At night got comedy.

AMI4

HAHAHAHAHHAHA

Cant wait fo next weeks one ah.

Wednesday

Ooooh today wus the first meeting wit the band ppl.

Our school so tiny.

Band members is lyk 12 measly ppl.

So awful.

But our plan sounds cool.

We the year threes took charge of choosing wut brand instruments and books and stuff we wanna buy.

Yeh I’m SO gonna try alto J

I’m supposedly the teacher fo sax ah.

Gonna teach asra.

She wanna play sax.

Cool…

Anyways durin assembly had these three ppl talkin to us abt tsunamis.

Damn boring and the bloody theatre wus so cold tt the three of us

Yunwei adabelle and me

Shared my jacket hahahah

The whole school got scolded fo misbehaving.

Lyk during the talk abt 3 phones rang?

Lol

Poor talk ppl…

Durin lunch played basketball.

So funny from lyk 10 ppl become 20 or smth lol

And YOU ALL VERY MEAN TO ME

Esp yeelyn you mean thing.

I dun even lyk him and you go and…

*GRRRRRRRR*

Durin mentoring dicussed wut to do fo CNY thing.

And saw our clas shirt designs.

Super cool…

Hope it’ll turn out nice…

Got faith la..

Tuesday

Cant remember lol

Monday

Dammit I’m getting old

Sunday

Had madrasah.

Theres this SUPER tall teacher.

He teaches so bloody well can.

Yeh so funny somemore.

And I can say his more than 2 meters tall.

WHOA seh…

So malu while walkin out of the car to masjid my SANDALS SCRWED UP.

The right side lyk broke.

So I had to hop to school on one feet.

And I wus using socks la.

So I looked lyk a spastic ass.

Goodness…

That’s abt all I can remember ah.

OOOOH YEH

I BOUGHT TAUFIKS CD LE!

Hahahahahahha

Lol on my dad’s birthday

16 jan

Yeh

Hoohoo

Ok la that’s it ima go now…

Taataaaaa!!!!!!!!

Why are you so unforgettable :(

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

Saturday, January 15, 2005

9:10 PM

tagboard replies:
cheyenne: will do will do *bows*
carolyn: hey long LONG time no see. lol why would i scold you rite. anyways link me k cos ima link you. yep.
syasa: yeh my bf's REALLLL young. i think same maturity level as me tho *goofy grin* lol
fifa: well maybe school IS kinda ok-er than i had expected it to be. yeh the pics were awesome! LOVE EM LOL but the constipated one... i took one look at it and i had this... urge to take a crap. omg wut kinda COMPUTER VOODOO DID YOU USE?!
jingmin: yeh you love it AND you shall keep it a secret... sHHHHHHH!
madhiah: yeh so now you can see wut kinda social life i'll lead. yeh, a non-existant one.
-dora-: *hugs back* ehhhh you visited! lol ok ima link you too... and take care too k... dun get into 'ima-naughty-councillar-and-normal-things-ppl-do-means-bad-behaviour-fo-a-councillar-lyk-me' trouble k!
shuzk: hmmmm see first la. hey if you see priscilla tell her we said hi k. and do you noe why she's not in band? *puzzled* i mean, after all she WUS band major la.

ok docks.
today wus so wyerd.
cos after i unno HOW long then i went back to macs.
had work from 9 to 2.26.
i saw some watch >:)

anyways
when i first walked in huan gee wus lyk
'HERWAN HERWAN hurry up punch in'
to me.
lyk... i'm not herwan you ass.
i said tt to him without the last two words.
he said the back of my head looks lyk his.
tut tut tut...
see wut not watching tv at least one meter away can do to you.
*shakes head*

and...
gentleman wus using SPECS TODAY!
he looks so so SO mature and smart :):):):):):):)
waaaa...
yeh really smart.
i mean it just hides all his IMMATURITY and NONSENSICAL NONSENSE.
whoohoo...
*thumbs up*
and toes up too fo his extra nice helpfulness
:D

sly jk wus here today.
so funny.
wutever i do he'll be lyk
'thank you thank you'
i help him basket fries also thank you thank you
move away to let him pass also thank you thank you
lol
but its ok.
nice having another gentleman around :)

the only bad thing wus tt i forgot how bloody strict my dad wus and agreed to work an extra half hour cos customer wus in.
in the end my dad called.
scary.
*shakes head*
dun wanna think abt it.
but i'm hoping its over now.
hope huan gee doesnt hold a grudge or anything.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA!
ok so inappropriate to laugh.
but cos my dad at home wus rambling abt talking to my bad bad manager
and calling him a HER!
cos he said huan gee sounded lyk a girl.
omg omg
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
hope there's no qsc macs employees here
*looks left and right*

afternoon had music.
wit aneesa.
while mom and dad went fo 11km run at macritchie.
wow man.

bought chewy sour things again.
YUMMM!
and the shopkeeper thought aneesa wus adeela wit a growth spurt
LMAO!

had beehoon tomyam maggi fo dinner.
and eggsss.
delicioussss eggssss.

then did the online bio thing.
my stoopid fingers resetted my answers instead of submitting them.
THRICE.
whoa its lyk HELL trying to do it three bloody times ah.

and our tv is spoilt again.
couldnt live without it
so dad brought the one in his room out.
so tiny lol
its ok la.
at least there's TV.

yeh ima recap now la...

friday

today wus the slack day.
i mean seriously.
pe and music and tt's it.
wit one free period too.
compared to the packed shit one yesterday.
shows you how smart the teachers are at making a horrible timetable fo their students.

played badminton fo pe.
after running two rounds.

found out we have a
good-enough-to-be-a-naitonal-badminton-player
in our class...
amazing man.

and realised our pe teacher
a china-man
speaks really cute-ly.

after tt wus the free period.
couldnt find yl and jas in the canteen.
basketball.

wus too lazy so i stayed in the canteen and ate my heart out.
i unno why there's a bottomless pit in my stomach.
cannot satisfy its needs.
too poor to satisfy its need actually.

and found out jingxuan is an
AMAZING
WONDERFUL
SUPER-FANTA-BULOUS
comic artist.
yeh.
her stuff are worth publishing i swear.

end of break found yl and jas.
amazingly they werent black.
and yl and yunwei both
TORE THE BACK OF THEIR SKIRT THING
dued to squatting down
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
omfg tt's stoopidly CUTE!!!

music wus SO CHOIR!
she made us sing
'majulah singapura'
loudly.
i mean i sang super softly so i wun make ppl laugh at my
out-of-tune-ness
:$
DUN LAUGH la...

and she made us sing some other things.

and found out we're gonna raise money to get a drumset fo our music room :)
lyk you can book any slot and you can go and play.
damn cool.

lyk fo each dollar we donate
this other teacher i forgot her name
she'll match our dollar.
so if we come up wit 500 bucks miraculously
she'll give 500 bucks too.
so to nus high ppl.
DONATE OR I'LL SHOVE MY FOOT UP YR ASS!
sorry.

mentoring sesison wus pretty cool.
surprisingly mr action mama everyone listen to me shitface has superb computer graphics skills.
so our mentor group shirt design is super cool.
i tink its the coolest self-designed shirt ever.
yeh.

and we had to come up wit an item fo CNY concert.
still must pass auditions one.
we kinda decided on doing lyk a comedy skit .
but of course a lamely funny one lol
cos we had the lamest guy in the whole wide world in our group.
and he noes how to do a
KYLE IMPERSONATION!
*mel gasps*
yeh
and tt's not all.
you might remember him too mel cos he wus wit your first day shop uncle at the june camp in NUS.
yeh lol

and i just realised chey changed my long time never gone into neopets account password to
GAYNESS
yeh i wus so nice i let her take my million.
cos i didnt have time to go to neopets anymore last time.
lol
and we were/still am obsessed wit gays.
but we'll settle fo metrosexuals fo now.
fo NOW ah... lol

yeh so lyk tt's kinda abt it.
just tt unfortunately i couldnt go back to crescent fo cca exhibition.
and my dad didnt lemme collect my
MEET THE FOCKERS TICKETS
tt mtv asia wus so nice tt they decided to give them to me.
sigh so sad.

ok la ima go now bye bye

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

Thursday, January 13, 2005

9:01 PM

tagboard replies:
rq: omg wuts falling out WUTS FALLING OUT?! nothing to do wit my dvds i hope. RIGHT?
cheeky bum (cheyenne: this bf i'm talkin abt is... a younger guy. i have a thing fo young boys ah lol and yeh she is! must influence her! yeh dora said she has chance to be councillar! LMAO crazy crazy bunch!
yeelyn: *rolls eyes* and yr welcome
jessica: MISS YOU TOO! tell me all your escapades at nj leh!
bernadette: yeh yeh YEH! lol omg i cant imagine you being bimbo please?! must do one fo me someday. and now its ANEESA'S job to bring yall the fried rice :D
sheryan: i unno la but it wus just... a scratch. *shrieks*
peili: i DID DURING CAMPFIRE LOR you never come :( but i'll try another time la...

ok haven had the time to blog.
procrastination
*nerdy smile*

so today wus the longest day of the week.
8-6
no free periods some more
horrible day of the week.

had chem
maths: functions
english
chinese
history
music :):):)
maths elective 2
ART CLASS :):):):)

if i forgot anythin then yeh.
bleagh.
every thurs is gonna be this long.
i am going to die.

had to do a small test during music class.
lyk theory ah.
pretty cool too.

and i just realised playin basketball makes your tanned very VERY quickly.
nope i didnt play.
yeelyn did.
when i saw her after the game i wus lyk
OMG yeelyn you turned black.
she wus traumatised my the quick effects of the sun.
the poor thing.

and first art lesson too.
pretty ok la.
spend a million years learning how to fix and use our easel.
then had to do a still-life.
yeh the usual.
FRUIT BOWL.
i did wyerdly.

used charcoal cos i tot it'd be intersting.
never try bfo la.
and my yellowish-reddish fruit wutever tt wus
looked lyk a bloated-mouse-pokemon creature
horrible
HORRIBLE

lesson ended at six but i had to finish mine
so i ended at lyk 6.20 or smth
dun care la

lazy to blog in detail so just gonna briefly recap.

sunday

first madrasah lesson of the year.
realised a bought a wrong book.
want to refund also scared.
wrote my name already :P

and nees is doing it at al-amin again.
cos this mujahhidin teachers are sucky and just want money.
so they put up another session fo my sisters class ONLY at lyk 2.30pm
tell me who in their right mind would wanna go to class from 2.30 to 5 in the afternoon.
yeh.

then afternoon went jogging.
saw a mouse's tail.
and a squashed up toad.
sick.
almost made me hurl my slushie.
eeeh.
EEEEEEEEEEEEH!

monday

is it possible to enjoy three hours of biology in one day.
yeh actually.
cos it seemed to finished pretty fast.

fo maths
TEACHER DIDNT COME.
but unfortunately our class had it after lunch.
just in time fo a sub to come.

the other class got free periods leh!
UNfair
*sulks*

school ended at 4.
wasnt 6 at least.

ok mel scream at this one...
engineerin guy smsed :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
to curse my school day.
unfortunately it wus reflected.
he had it.
HAHA!

tuesday

had four hours of science today.
two hours CHEM ah.
so bloody tough.
SO TOUGH.
i'm stoopid tt's why its tough fo me :(

today wus more or less NORMAL lessons la.
no extra extra stuff.

so not really very bad.
lessons ended at 4 too.

wednesday

today wus ok cos had one free period followed by
PRINCIPAL'S talk.
pretty fun la.
cos very slack today lol

mentoring wus fun :)
played ice breakers.

one wus the untangle the mess of hands into a nice circle one.
we won :)
through SOME means la lol

then we had the money game.
all the guys were worth 10 cents.
we girls 5 cents
*narrows eyes*
we cheap huh...

then when the guy calls out an amt lyk
ONE DOLLAR
we hafta get one dollar worth of ppl.

pretty interesting too la.

if only we werent playing under the sun.

then had 'cme' in class.
got this other activity is tt we had to throw a ball to someone and look him/her n the eye and tell the person yr thankful to him/her fo and the person receiving the compliment wus supposed to say welcome and throw to another person and so on.

ok bye now

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

Sunday, January 09, 2005

3:18 PM

:(
i feel so retarded
after all these time i still dream of smth that'll never ever happen
my dream:
hearing you say those three words
i feel so stoopid
but i cant stop thinkin
i cant stop hoping
i cant stop thinkin abt you
singapore won btw
3-1
ummm yay?

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

Saturday, January 08, 2005

10:09 PM

tagboard replies:
syasa: hoohoo ok good dun bully him k. wait i go beat you up1 lol just kiddin ah. yeh...
shuzk: ok lor. tt day orientation when i just reached crescent lyk got this very very sad feelin. yeh so sad. dunno how you can cope wit it so well la. *shakes head*
rq: is it some sort of protection thing. lol HAHA. so its fo me and only me lol dun worry la. at least you get to watch rite. the UNCUT gay part. sigh if only the dad and his partner wus hot. sigh LOL anyways yeh make sure it comes back lyk the way i gave you k!
alex: ummm... ok happy new year too! HAHAHAHAHA
berna: LOL sad my sister said you had to act lyk some bimbo fo this LD performance thing fo sec one? wish i wus there! anyways fo the grounded thing we'll just hafta wait and see LOL and my bloody schedule sucks too
sheryan: ehhhh dun scare me can. still cannot forget the feeling lor. and i woke up wit a red tummy cos... yeh i myself scratch it too much lol SCARY *shudders*

ok so havent blogged about first two SCHOOL days.
gonna start wit today first ah.

woke up early cos dad wanted to bring us to this tree top trail thing wit the bridge thing at bukit timah or smth.
yeh.
wus feelin super lazy.
and i only drank fresh orange plus lil bit of celery juice fo breakfast.
but i went anyways.
mom said even tho i bathed i looked lyk i just woke up.
tt's bad.
sigh.

had a long LONG walk to the bridge itself.
cos cant drive in.
it says 'private road'
:p
anyways saw this cute older guy.
looked lyk josh groban :)
i couldnt help but staring at him lor.
then i thinked he noticed and gave me a smile.
omg very VERY embarrassing can
:$
felt lyk running into the jungle and hide.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeh

anyways the walk wus pretty cool.
gave me the exercise i've needed fo a long time.
yeh.

then went to some hawker centre in ang mo kio to eat.
ate shamelessly.
mee goreng mamah (as in the red one)
and rojak
and sugar cane juice

then walked around and ate custard puffs :)
sigh unhealthy eating.
fatness...
tut tut tut

came home and finished watching american pie wit nees.
i'm so corrupting her la.
hoohoo
but this time the movie's quality sucks.
some parts cant see.
some parts the talkin dun match the movie.
wyerd.
but lyk i GET IT la.

ok so i'm done wit the american pie trilogy lol
now i think ima start on the scary movie trilogy.
seems interestingly funny too.
spoofs never fails to make one laugh.
remember tt quote and it'll take you far in life.
:)

i think in the afternoon i eat too much sour plums.
ended up takin a dirty crap again.
ass hurts so bad.
lesson learnt: sour plum OD leads to lao sai.

at night just lazed around as usual while uncle ghinan looks around our house tryin to give abah advice.
cos we changed our piping.
the old one leaked.
our kitchen store room wus lyk flooded.
yeh so poor thing.
tante's stuff were all wet.
yeh...
baba went to amati yot's house le.
hehe.
i feel bad but... yeh

so now ima recap.

thursday

first STUDYIN day of school.
regretted bringing the three thick books.
didnt use it AT ALL.
back hurt fo nothin.
dammit.

ya anyways all the teachers seem nice.
the chinese teacher tho.
he treats us lyk primary three pupils or smth.
lyk we totally dun noe how to speak chinese.
lol
but i seriously dun mind.
goin slow is cool.

and our physics teacher = phua number two
lol yeh
but his a nice person la

ended school at four tt day cos talkin monday's timetable.
LUCKILY ah.
if not i would've ended at six.
so my goin home time:
mon: confirmed 4
tues: "
wed: see first. if got cca: 6 if not: 1
thurs: confirmed SIX :(
fri: lyk wed.

yeh tt's abt it ah.

and sam choo did it.
tt lucky ass.
she had to rub it in by showin me on webcam.
THATS CALLED EVIL SAM.
but yr so damn lucky.
get that.
and get to eat baby food on a regular basis.
love the melt-in-your-mouth crackers.
yummmmmmmmyy.

friday

today wus nice lol
cos only had pe music and english lesson.

hate the pe shirt cos the neck line too... big ah
yeh
but fo pe not so bad.
ran two rounds around track.
then played badminton.
i wus so smart.
paired up wit three girls who play lyk some badminton national players lol
but had cool fun la.

had break wit jas and yl.
smth unfateful happen.
i hope no one put it in their blogs.
its morally disturbing.
i shant write it here too.
yeh if you seriously wanna noe ask ME and i shall consider tellin you lol
*buries head in hands*

english wus lyk really lesson-y.
other teachers just talk and intros done.
but this one.
she made us rite an essay fo first english lesson.
diagnostic essay she claims.
and 500-700 words at tt.
i wrote nonsense.
so i'm awaiting a bad mark.

felt really happy after school cos it wus drawing nearer to crescent campfire.
and i wus goin :)
so miss crescent alot ALOT ALOT ALOT.
the ppl la.

wanted to go in crescent uniform.
but my dad told me better not.
cos principal might be angry.
its lyk i'm not in the school already and i'm still using the uniform.
yeh.
so in the end wore black shirt and op shorts.

in the bus there were these two sajc girls.
i think one wus an ex-crescentian.
gave me wyerd looks.
very very uncomfortable cos had to sit facing them.

in the end found out one of them wus goin to sec one campfire thing too.
yeh.

the first thing i heard while enterin the crescent gates wus the band playin
concerto de amour
yeh the ultimate sob2 song.

from the general office to the band room there its lyk i wus tryin hard not to cry ah.
cos concerto makes me weak.
emotionally.
yall must think i'm a crybaby now again.
sigh.
cant help it wut.

them SAW the band.
felt real sadness inside.
lyk thats wut i've been missing.

then after shermin went away
hewegeko and sheryan came.
she looked at me wyerdly
i wus lyk 'hey hweegy'
then she started to cry.
so DUH i cried.
i have the tendancy to cry when ppl cry.
so we hugged la.
missed her alot.
cos last we always talk alot alot.
then lyk now very long time since we met.

and sheryan too.
yellow YELLOW blouse ah lol
missed you lots too noe.
you naughty girl :)
congrats on becoming a woman :D
hahahahahahahah

went toilet to clean my face.
once i cry its hard to erase the redness from my nose.

then nic came over and started speaking real fast abt smth i couldnt understand.
and then she broke into tears.
naturally so did i.
so red nose again.
missed her hell lots too.

then we talked and talked.
and i wus supposed to be searching fo my sisters fren whom i'm giving my crescent uniform to.
but she la never reply my sms and calls.
in the end saw sarah smith wit a chinese girl.
yeh tt wus her.
realized she wus in pankhurst too.
would've brought my shorts too.
heard there's a new house shirt?
dunno la.

while the band played concerto met lotsa ppl.
yeh so many ppl i've not seen in so so so long time.
:(

after band thing me sheryan hewegeko and nic hung out inside the bandroom.
we were a real crazy loud rowdy bunch lor.
and lyk got ppl inside tryin to do work.
so i REALLY wanna apologise to you all who found us bloody loud and couldnt concentrate and stuff.
VERY VERY VERY SORRY K
dun be angry k.
yeh.
please dun.

since hewegeko had this trumpet thing they had to play fo the flag marching thing me sheryan and nic just watched the rest of the sec one campfire thing.
ncc to me wus the most amazing performance ah.
and yeelyn would love me to say this but i thought the sec threes
(as in US)
had the best performance in the nc thing.
cool song.
cool moves.
yeh damn enjoyable.
cheered lyk a crazy poop.

saw mr m.
realise his getting old.
last year his moustache wus grey.
now it wus WHITE.
tut tut tut
the wonders of end year holidays.

had scary experiences.
i felt someone scratch my tummy there and it wus pain la.
but accordin to the three of them who were wit me no one did scratch me.
so i wus damn spooked ah.
unless SOMEONE wasnt telling the truutth....
ah well.

went back after the thing and went to fetch nees from her STC campfire.
saw val chong.
wit her friendly friend.
lol

nees said berna and chey said they missed my mom's fried rice.
so lyk now its not my responsibility to feed them anymore lol
its NEES'
yeh
hahahahahaah

yeh thats wus a fun and sad night.
enjoyed myself.
nostalgic feelings are really saddenning ah.
and exactly at this point my windows shuffler is playin belaian jiwa.
which saddens the moment fo me.

i think if i recap wut happened last night in bed i'll have a wet soggy pillow by the next mornin.
and puffy eyes.
wit lotsa eye shit.
lol

but yeh just wanna say

CGSSB I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU OK
NOT IN MY WHOLE LIFE
YOU ALL HAVE A PERMANANT PART IN MY HEART
AND THAT SHOWS HOW IMPORTANT YOU ARE TO ME K

yeh :)
so tt's abt it.
ima go now
night yall
and i think yr still mad at me somehow
i dunno why but you are arent you
sad :(
and i think singapore'll win the soccer match lol

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

8:17 PM

day three of orientation.
last day.
phew...
and BOOHOO!

walked to school in the rain in the mornin.
bfo tt missed a bus while waitin cos the bloody bus driver tot i wus flaggin fo the other bus at the stop.
ass.
but got to school on time.
supposed to meet in school at 7.15 to practise the dance thing.
but...
it didnt work out la.

then had to break out into our NEW mentoring groups.
realised its kinda lyk our classes fo the year.
or semester la.

the class wus actually pretty ok.
no extreme grapes.
fairly ok.
at least got three familiar faces.
so felt pretty ok.
:)
somemore almost half of my class wus from band.
yeh so...
yeh

made intros.
got this super action guy.
tot to myself if mel and jess were actually there and hearin him they'd laugh BADLY and cannot walk properly fo the rest of thier lives lol
super action.

and because of his action-ness
he wus made class chair.
surprise surprise.

wit no grapes in mentor group its seriously fine wit me...

ah well cant wait to see wut develops in class.
yeh.

tmr lessons start.
hafta bring alla those bloody thick books.
lyk... dumb?
jeez

then had cca exhibition.
its so UN-crescent.
in crescent we have ppl from all sorts of ccas running around grabbing ppl pulling them to their booths to sign up and giving them sourveniers and things
here we have ppl sitting at their boothes WAITING fo ppl to go to them.
surpringly band is pretty popular.
still wonderin if i should stick.
i seriously want to.
but its gonna be wit nan hua.
YEP.
ah well.

oooh yeh and found out yifang's gonna play fo tenor in SYF.
GO YIFANG!
i kinda had an idea it'd be good if she took over me, fo syf at least.
and yeh.
cos her air very strong.
unlike mine :/
good sax section made a good decision :)

later had the performance thing already.
our group is probably one of the worsely disorganised groups lol
cos firstly: no rehearsals AT ALL
secondly: only finished the whole thing TODAY
thirdly: ... we were just... not prepared la
so yeh.
but it WUS fun.
esp the lil boy and girl part.
damn cute.

in the afternoon had volunteer work at old serangoon sec site.
helped mercy relief organise the stuff to give the tsunami victims.
yeh we're good ppl.
so helpful lol

yeh real tired cos reached back to school at lyk 5.30 lyk tt.

last day of engineerin guy :(
super sad
he gave our dance group time-outs put in a nokia cloth lol
cheapskate but tt's thoughtful.
dun think any other student helpers gave out anythin :)
so sad.
we call him sarah.
no more sarah :(
ah well.
welcome to reality once again.
*sobs*

and SAM CHOO YOU LUCKY ASS.
i cant believe yr gonna have it...
sigh wish my parents are not as mean as they are rite now.
sigh sigh.

yeh lessons start tmr lyk i said.
hope it wun be hell.
yeh

ima prepare now.
bye yall
why do i have the feeling you hate me?
:(

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

7:46 PM

tagboard replies:
nas: aiyah... you should come here and experience fo yourself. at least yr side ones arent lyk this. sigh sigh anyways passed mad yr gifts already. fear not lol except fo *whispers* fifa's poster... shhhhhhh
rq: shibby cos i just lyk it lol and omg yesterday damn scary. we were squealing at the bus stop lyk asses lol luckily you took cab! unlucky me... sigh the stoopid lift lights scary please. tot i'd never make it home alive. dammit.
syasa: hey!!! surprised to see you here lol anyways now you noe. how's my bf? lol! cant wait to see yall soon la. happy belated new year too lol :)
nic: yeh my promise. band on mon, tues and thurs izzit? ok i'll try and drop by one of the days. in CRESCENT uniform definitely. lol k await me!!! hahahahaha and i'll say hi to yl fo you dun worry

oookay...
day two of nerd attack.
not tt bad still.
infact, good stuff happened.
engineerin guy :)
hoohoo

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

came a bit earlier to get books.
realised tt between me and yl, i hafta take much MUCH more subjects than her.
fo semester one tt is.
means she hasta take more in semester two la.
lyk i got SEVEN subjects.
and she only got two.
*pouts*
UNfair.

books suck.
thick.
un-understandable.
bloody mofo expensive.
probably useless.
lyk the most expensive book cost 49.90 ok.
fuck the bookman.
and the cheapest TEXTBOOK cost 35 odd.
so sick please.
feel so bad.
cos now we're kinda financially strained abit.
need lotsa expenditure.
house maintanance.
school shit.
ESP nus high school shit.
sigh sigh sigh

anyways.
first met at the parade square to assemble.
found out from yl hole-in-the-shirt guy wanted to be flag raiser.
even tho he had no experience wutsoever.
LMAO please.

they played national anthem on this wyerd keyboard made to sound lyk trumpets and trombones and tubas.
they played so horribly me and jasmine laughed in the middle.
bad conduct.
but who gives a fuck anyway at this point.

then went to lecture hall fo boring talks.
laughed badly cos the s-sound-lyk-khh guy wus talkin.
and i love the seat i wus sitting in cos apparently a SETH-MATE sat there bfo and on the table carved
'seth rocks the whole wide world'
which sounds wyerd but still...
i wus so happy i kissed the table.
:)

so durin school time we are given only twenty bloody minutes of recess.
mofos.
but one hour of lunch.
and lessons from 8 to 6.
but only can go home after the last lesson AFTER ONE PM.
and i have tons of subjects this semester.
so yeh.
hell.

had break.
again didnt manage to find seats.
sat at the stairs the three of us.
this time they followed my advice and brought food instead of wantin to buy.
as usual yl wus a parasite la.
brought seaweed and grape crackers tho.
hell.

then had activities at the hall.
which means hanging out wit engineerin guy.
today wus cool.
we had lyk scavenger hunt but our group damn slack so we came back earlier and played wacko.
so funny.

then had time to discuss our group item.
yeh.
even stayed back longer.
nice SWEET engineerin guy bought stuff fo us in macs.
he took our orders and threw in an extra 40 nuggets.
noble man.
sweet noble man.
:)

stayed back till abt 3.30pm.
5 girls and 2 guys stayed till the end.
includin me ah.
i think our dance'll turn up preeety ok la.
if all cooperates.
and remembers the steps lol

and i found out engineerin guy is born in 1982.
8 years older.
ah well.
me: :/
mel: :'( and sobbing lyk shit lol

I'LL GET YOUR PICTURES TMR.
at least i'll try.
;)

then tt wus abt it.
went home straight after.

wrapped the bloody books.
only two.
cos only they were paperback.
yeh the rest were bloody hardcovers.
how fucking stoopid.
want us to travel wit those heavy shits in our bags.
asses.

i feel terrible nowadays.
i feel i look lyk crap.
i feel crappy.
shitty.
sigh.

ima recap wut happened last ngiht wit rq lol

last night wit rq

she called me and told me she needed a passport sized pic of herself and she didnt have one.
so she knew i wus the only one who has one of hers.
so she WENT TO MY HOUSE THERE THE BUS STOP at lyk 8.30pm just to bloody get it.
cheong yr so wyerd man!

so anyways met her.
i'm so nice i lent her my oc dvds too.
*rq bows at me and says ameera rocks and nothing can change tt. i smile and wave...*
she said she wus scared and wanted me to wait fo her bus wit her.
i foolishly did.

yeh.
we made each other scared at the dark gloomy bus stop wit an abandoned-looking dentist beside it.
squealed lyk asses at the bus stop lol
ppl looked.

anyways bus came.
i said goodbye.
i walked away.
she stood in front of the door.
bus just drove off.
i had a wyerd feeling so i looked back and saw her gobsmacked staring at the bus.
i laughed lyk a crazy pig-a-noit.

waited again.
too scared to rq took a CAB back.
dumb dumb.

anywyas she's so sweet.
sms: ameera sms me when you REACH HOME.
she made me scared.

i made my way home asap.
took lift.
lotsa bad stuff went thru my mind.
lights of lift flicker.
serious.
i screamed lol
bloody lights.

ran to doorway.
ran to room.
THEN smsed rq.
sigh.
darkness is fascinating but scary.

ah well ima go now.
bye yall.

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

Monday, January 03, 2005

4:19 PM

GOODNESS
'first day of school' wus wyerd.
not really tt good but not extremely bad either.
pretty ok la.
not as bad as i expected.

mornin met yl and jasmine.
wanted to buy uniform but havent opened the place yet.
i wus the only one in yellow blouse and blue-green skirt :$
so wyerd.
just realised their sucking our money thru books.
each THICK textbook can cost well up to 50 bucks k.
EACH.

then yeh.
met at hall.
had to leave even bfo the thing started cos the stoopid principal called my name out.
some press shit.
no interview luckily.
just dumb pics.

we were supposed to act lyk we were computer nerds staring at the pc screen.
super stoopid please.

bfo the press came the teacher brought me to change to Nerds United Society High uniform.
tt wus where i saw the first two cute guys of the day.
can forget abt the stoodents.
tut tut tut
no hope.

the uniform guys were using cute 'bibi and baba' yellow APRONS
lmao!!!
so cute!!!
i got 'M' polo tee and culottes.
the colour is lyk faded green lyk tt.
actually kinda lyk this one (see above green)
but more disgusting...
on the scale of one to ten,
ten being the most disgusting colour in the whole world,
i'd rate it 8.9
horrible fo me.

then realised i had cramps.
bfo i reached the toilet i could feel it already.
so i made my way back and asked around fo the THING.
so embarrassing.
luckily no guys.
only men.
*blank look*

then met yl and jasmine again durin break.
we didnt eat AT ALL.
just ate my mamee
(gave up halfway cos too salty. stoopid yl lyks the seasoning. bleagh.)
and bought a kueh.
tt wus recess.

then split into houses.
four houses.
we had to DRAW PENCILS to determine our fate.
i got a yellow pencil.
yl blue.
jasmine red.
me and jasmine exchanged wit others to get blue.
see yl we SO BLOODY NICE.
yeh wut a dumb way to get to houses.
tut tut tut...

then had school tour.
tt wus when i realised me and mel's cute cute engineerin guy wus THERE!
AND IN OUR HOUSE :)
:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)
WOOOOOOOOOOT!!!
so cool.
he still looks the same from the june camp.
our engineerin guy :)
sms-ed mel STRAIGHT AWAY to make her jealous lol
mel want pics.
I'LL TRY AND GET K!

then went back to hall fo ice breakers.
more lyk house competitions.
as pioneer batch (barfs) we had to NAME our house.
unfortunately our house had to name it after a scientist specialising in bio.
how dumb.
so the smart-ass girls tot up of a few unknown names to me.
and we decided on fleming.
*rolls eyes*

then had to make cheers.
me and yl had one:
'GO FLEMING-GO!!!'
hahahahahahahaha
so dumb.
but its our secret cheer.

then had the games.
luckily the three of us didnt hafta participate physically.
all we did wus to cheer.
and we didnt really even cheer.
lol
too busy lookin at engineerin guy :)

our house won fo today!
had point system too.
lyk crescent's.
then at the end of year got overall champ house la

then each house had to break up into groups of abt twenty each.
means three groups per house.
had to do performance fo the end of the orientation day.
wednesday.
means last day of engineerin guy too :(
boohoo...
our house had drama, singing and dance.
three of us went to dance.
got MORE BOYS THAN GIRLS THERE
LMAO!!!
cos they were kinda rejects from other groups
hoohoo!

engineerin guy went to our group :)
called us slackers cos we said dance is the easiest lol
ahhhhhh hahahahahahaha
anyways we decided on smth lyk the guys'll give us rhythm and we'll dance la.
BECAUSE...
the catch is tt we hafta perform without gadgets lyk mic, radio, tape player wutever electronic stuff.
cannot even bring our own.
so its up to our creativity ah.
yeh.
so tough seh...

anyways tt wus abt it fo the day.

made another trip to uniform place to get the rest of my stuff.
bye uniform boys!!! :(

then went to macs at ghim moh there wit jasmine.
took 100 home.
realised actually the distance from the school to the bus stop is lyk back of crescent bus stop to back gate.
so not really tt bad la.

and yeh tt wus it.
pretty ok la.
no bad stuff except sai flirting wit a boy and her BO...
*vomits lot and LOT AND LOOTTTSS*
but tt wus it.
and tt she wus using a guy fren's pants...
but yeh tt wus the worse of it.
no more.
no more fo the day.

yeh so ima recap now...

saturday

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
its a new year...
2005
sounds so alien.
yet not very unfamilliar.
scary.

mornin went market wit mom.
she wasnt feelin well.
just accompanied her la.

then worked at macs fo 7 1/2 long hours.
i seriously didnt mind cos double pay :)
gentleman wus there in home clothes cookin maggi in the crew room
*blank look*
i unno why the hell he did tt.
anyways taufik wus there too.
yeh hoohoo

reached home at abt 6.
dad and sisters out jogging lol
i escaped...

at night just rested la.

too tired to watch interview wit the vampire at 1.15am
so i slept early.
somehow just very very tired.
i seriously dunno why.

AND TO THOSE WHO DID MANAGE TO WAKE UP AND WATCH IT...
I LOOOOVVVVVEEEEE YYYOOOOUUUUU!!!

yeh lol

sunday

supposed to go fo madrasah but didnt go lol
today wus kambing day cos fo lunch mom cooked kambing soup and fo dinner mom cooked kambing steak.
more stylishly known as lamb chop la.

int he mornin me and nees watched american wedding.
we're so naughty.
hoohoo.
but i cant help it.
i NEED to watch it.
not hunger fo porn la.
hunger fo SEANN WILLIAM SCOTT.
love this third installment cos seann has good luck :)
except fo the eating dog poop part.
but yeh.
and i saw his famous mtv movie award-ing 'best dance' dance.
AWESOME.
it wus in a gay club.
AWESOME-ER.

afternoon went to library.
been waiting to change my books.
i always read so fast.
i have no idea why.
makes me sound nerdy.
maybe i should read slowly this time.
one book in two days instead of two books a day lol

relaxed at cafe galilea or how you spell it later.
we all treat my dad to cappucino
70 cents each lol

bought apple crumble wit ice cream and orange soda
*grins*
hoohoo.
KEL!
and her :(
anyways yeh then dropped by at NTUC and went home.
THANKS RAIN!
cos if not i'd hafta go jogging wit my dad.
thanks thanks thanks thanks

ate kambing and me and nees watched cruel intentions.
damn nice.
i've added ryan phillipe to my list of hot and horny guys.
so sexy... :)
he noes his sexy tt's why he pouts his sexy sexy lips.
oh tt sexy thing...
ad i think sarah michelle gellar's horny in the show cos sexy sexy ryan is there.
and jessica not all ryans are sexy lol
ESP RYAN FROM OC aka BENJAMIN 'i'm so fat' MCKENZIE.
yeh lmao!!!
anyways when lao shi calls its so scary.
i dun feel lyk comin on friday leh...
how.
you dun go too la!

downloadin american pie ONE now.
after watchin tt i'd be done wit the whole thing.
so sad
*sobs*
i want MORE!
i want MORE!!!!!

ok la bye bye now...