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today wus SOOOO nonsense.
i think its damn horrid that we had to come to school like this la.
even tho i DID manage to complete my math ass and watch a few episodes of spongebob(:

went home early.
watched a coupla movies.
felt wooozy.
had a LITTLE bit of temperature.
but alls fine now.

never been kissed is such a SWEEET movie!!!
drew baryrmore is an awesome actress.
that teacher guy looked lyk becks!
but a million times more drool-worthy :D
wuts his name....
MICHAEL VARTAN
yeh thasit.
well the movie wus in 1999 he looked WAYY yummy then.
i unno abt now.

i wanna win a shopping spree...
and piercing spree hahaha
i wanna work at HOTTOPIC.
too bad singapore dont got one.
oh well.

night foos.

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yay!
tdy wus piercing day.
me bobby ada n eeleng went ta orchard cine's bits n pieces to get our ears pierced.
i got one on my top left.
ada n eeleng got one more each on their left.
n bobby repierced both hers.
hahaha

then after bobby went back to school
[HAHAHA YOU GOT PUNK'D BY PHYSICS TEACHER]
we went walking arnd centrepoint randomly.
they ate alot we talked alot.
i bought gummys on impulse :(
thats so... D
[as oppposed to I S n C]

tmr is 'catch-up-on-your-bloody-hmwk day'
i think its not good la.
well at least not in the long run.
they really shld alternate on the test dates n the assigments due dates.
that oughta work even more.

man i think lady bodybuilders are scary.
i mean just look at the article in todays URBAN.
muscles like that make you HAWT?
ughhh sorry but no way.
how hawt one looks is subjective...
i'd NOT wanna look so...BIG.
oh well.
then again... yeh its SUBJECTIVE.

so sluggish.
no mood to complete alla the work due on monday.
how come the pri school kids got childrens day PLUS youth day off and we only get the latter...
education board biased against secondary school kids izzit...
hahaha

aite shall go disturb random people.
and finish that tub of chocolate chip cookie dough ben n jerry's
and start on that tub of swensen's sticky chewy chocolate.
lets all become fat.
-pokes tummy-

I WANNA PIERCE MY TONGUE N LIP N IN BETWEEN COLLAR BONESSS
:(

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oh no i'm being nocturnal again...
i cant sleeeep.
where are the pills when need em...
-scrambles thru pill box-

-pulls hair and looks possessed-

i have eyebags already.
-pokes them-

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omg omg.
why must a have madrasah in the morning.
if i didnt, i'd have received the call from my neighbour asking me to go to the idol finals cos she had an extra ticket.
then i wouldve had enough time to chiong my hmwk so at night i wont feel guity at the finals.
then i would prob meet some of my old friends there cos they have tix too.
urgh.

BUT.

of course i didnt go.
and thats wut matters right.
actually even if i DID receive the call, i'd probably have rejected the offer anw.
cos of physics lab math ass chem ass and all the other crap i wont even bother listing.
so YEH.
teachers reading this you'd better be glad man!!!

going for teraweh [sp?] two nights in a row means tons [and i mean TONS] of pahala right?
HEAVEN (:
goood good.

its...good spending of time la.
not say waste.
cos the present world is just a SHORT snippet of the LONG LONG life we're gonna live and everything.
so priority is redeeming yourself to prepare for a good afterlife.
omg i'm preachy again.
i'm scaring me.
hahaha

2 days into ramadhan and i cant wait for raya alrdy.
noo baju kurung and SNACK GALORE.
-droooools
and random visit at random HAWT BOYS' houses =D
-innocent look-
yay i love helping my dad make ketupats man.
i'm lyk the son he's never had before nawfal.
yeh SON hahaha.

aite shant crap too much here.
needa wake up for sahur tmr.
momma says shes gonna cook briyani?
mmmmmmmm (x

and bobby...
bobby...
good night bobby(:
good luck bobby =D
i'm always there for you if you need...another BOY.
hahaha

good night all.

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urghhh...
hate this weekend.
doenst help that violin exams on tues.
yeh like 3 more days.
gawd.

anw i'm SOO letting loose after tuesday.
break from violin classes :D
crazy bung at work who calls me BANG.
as in lyk ABANG bang not BANG BANG YOUR DEAD bang.
hahaha
my gosh.

sighhh cannot get stressed at this juncture.
fasting means track on weds gonna kill me.
i wonder if coach'll gimme lyk a 'lighter workout' thang.

thanks bobby.
and wut happened to your blog?!?!?!
ahahaha

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hahaha

watched john tucker must die tdy.
FUNNY!
well at least the people in our cinema are easily cracked up.
including us hahaha
me ada jm steph zq grace and eeleng!!!

too bad i couldnt have any popcorn
cos the girl is fasting man!
sure tested endurance tdy.
well done
-pats
i hope i can make it thru the fasting month without giving in easily.
can one la hor ;)
haha

and bobby and me went home tgt as usual.
thats wut LOVERS do mahh
hor bobby
-bats eyes-

we had a random chat which turned out into this big THING man.
in the mRT.
too bad my stop came early and i had to get off.
i wus lyk 'ok bobby tonight i call you la'
i think people think we're les cos she went lyk 'ah mee meeeeee'
o.O right.
hahaha

anw...sighhhh
wasted efforts suck.
-pouts
no use continuing to reach for smth that prob wont even develop in to anythin good la.
:(
ahh well.
omg that wus so emo.

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tagged! rawks man!
they got so many fcking cute emo guys who're bi.
omg omg i'm hyperventilating.
i WANNA go to US
-whines

i like pretty emo boys who are bi(:
girls too

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oooooh
and i wanna watch
'imagine me & you'
looks hawt.
-grins-

seems like a TAME LITTLE r21 show
-innocent look-

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

swimming makes people tired.
therefore having it as the FIRST lesson is NOT a good idea.

i like playing with hamburgers (:
52 of em!!!
carls jr burgers are good camoflage.

omg physics.
physics physics physics.
i've got only one word to describe physics test.
FUCKEDUP.
thas one word lor.
no no no it is.

hahah 'no no no'
ada -snickers

lets all get one digit for physics test year4s.

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-whines
i dont feel like swimming tmr.
hahhaa
flesh parade...
nice opening to a day with PHYSICS TEST.
o.O

so not looking forward to it.
-pouts-

ooooh i like tagged!
many hawt people
-eye candy fanatic expression-

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man i hate still being sick and still having to come to school.
-snuffles-

anw tdy we had a talk on gaming addiction.
its abt time they came to school la.
hahaha
seeing as to how many kids game in school.
and how addicted some of us are.
ahh wells.

then had IR.
dang identifying wus hard!
with black and white blur pics...
hope mr tham can give us the book soon.
man i cant imagine the day we present our project.
how awesome or un-awesome it'll be.
hahaha
thrills.

and had a ROMANTIC -ahem- walk with jingmin under the rain to clementi.
bobby you so nice.
draped the jacket over me fully cos i wus sick.
i love bobby (:
but i dont love wut you SAY ABT ME AND you know.
i totally forgot i wus fasting la.
i wus lyk 'oooh lets go macs have a nice WARM lunch inside while the cold rain pours outside' and i wus all planning wut to eat and shit.
then bobby comes and says 'aye hameyy -whineyy- arent you lyk fasting or smth'
and i wus all 'holy shizzer..your damn right.'

MY GOD.
that didnt just happen right hahaha

and when we were laughing abt smth this guy rode his bicycle pass us and started laughing too
o.O
rmb the scary man bobby.
he scared me.

and i SO dont look lyk twohill.
i mean come on.
the hair dont cut it.
the face so dont cut it.
i dont got braces...
YET.

so yeh.
zeebobby...
-whiness

thanks for the lovely afternoon babehh.
-kisses your hand

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OOOOH
forgot to add.
i saw daphne khoo and sylvester sim tdy.
hahaha both around ikea/anchorpoint/queensway shopping centre-ish area...

when i wus telling my sister abt sylvester i kept saying synyster la MY gosh.

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yay.
finally came to school despite having to blow away my mucus every 2mins or so.

went ta queensway wit ada after school to look for her white THANG and spikes.
hahaha man shopping in a space like that...
-tuts-

she had her meatballs.
me had my onion rings.
hahaha just thought of 'confessions of a teenage drama queen'
me n mel's adam GARCIA!!!
hahaha
'i want ONION RINGS.'
-cracks up-

and OMG
irwansyah and asha septriasa are like the prettiest couple on earth.
well not couple per se but a good-looking pair of people (:
my heart is so sweet.
the english part wus surprising la.
hahaha
THE VIDEO SO SWEET.
check it out here
i shall put the lyrics here.

Di sini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia ku denganmu

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Di sini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin, tak akan pernah
Sayangku akan hilang...

If we love somebody
Could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
I wouldn't risk my love
Even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart
My heart...my heart...

sighhhhh
hahaha
anw we're finally having INDOOR ir sessions from tmr hahaha

E||-----------------------------------
B||-----------------------------------
G||-----------------------------------
D||---0--2--3------0--7--8----------
A||---0--2--3------0--7--8----------
E||---0--2--3------0--7--8----------

i cant forget this song ever.
<3
syn has awesome fingers.
zacky v too.
(:
my toyboys.

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urghh i'm sick tdy.
so didnt go to school
-sheepish grin

FREAKIN FLU.
i thought you left me.
didnt realise you came back for more.
FU FLU!
whups.

anw i hope i dont miss too much outta math n chem.
and this would be the 2nd track trainiing i miss consecutively >.< >
hahaha or close to at least =P

my gosh so fun play maple in the morning.
nobody online.
hahaha
NO LAG.
wunderful.
and i love people who love synyster.
so if you love synyster, I LOVE YOU!

nice for english exercise like ytd lol
logical sequence o.O

ahh well.
buhbye people.
nawfal album might be coming out soon.
check this space for more details.
(:

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

omg nawfal is naughty!
he wus staring at the PCD's 'button' video!
-gasps

`the things i've done are way too s ha me fu l

Dear Diary

Mood: Apathetic

My life is spiraling downward
I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert
It sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like "Stab my heart because I love you" and "Rip apart my soul" and of course "Stabby rip stab stab" And It doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that flippy thing either...like that guy from that band can do...some days you know...

I'm an emo kid, non-conforming as can be
You'd be non-conforming too if you look just like me
I have paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
Cause I feel real deep when dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression, most just call me a fag
Our dudes look like chicks and chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

I'm dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sister's mascara now I'm grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can't get through a hawthorne heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me, it's never any fun
They say they already have a pussy, they don't need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo

I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo

I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

my life is just a black abyss... ya know..it's so dark. And it's suffocating me, grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip, tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans...which look great on me by the way.

When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me "Catcher in the Rye" and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said that I like girls I'd only be half right

I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo

Screw xbox I play old school Nintendo
I must be emo

I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo

Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo

My parents don't get me ya know
They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy... well, a couple guys... but still, I mean it's the 2000's, can't two...or 4 dudes make out with each other without being gay
I mean, chicks dig that kinda thing anyways
I don't know diary, sometimes I think you are the only one that gets me...you're my best friend
I feel like tacos

sorry.
this song just cracks me up everytime i listen to it.
now its time to get back to work.
this is not healthy.
and if i said that i like boys, i'd only be half right
-smiles

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GO HADY!!!
-whooops n wolf whistles

the guy's really good la.
VOTE FOR HIM!

ok so pahang camp.
pretty fun really for an alternative to obs.
wus in grp one with zhiqing waiwai roy asra yingzhen ben n kegan.
we rawk for raft building la!
tho we wus all wet n needed to 'cycle' in the water to keep afloat, we were the 1st grp to complete the thingy n probably one of the most cheap-skate ones =P

i got 2 leech bites during the trek!
not as scary as i thought it wld be.
in fact it wasnt scary at all.
cos my leech wus tiny [heng].
haha

oh man the rapid shooting wus fun but not for someone having her 3rd day.
boohoo

the first night wus total sleep for me la.
me n zhiqing were prob the ppl who slept MOST man.
i slept light tho.
the chair's not built for my body ):
but did have fun with quack n yw randomly.
i arouse yeelyn easily.
yeelyn's spouse [ahem2] better learn from me (:

the cave wus awesome!
so cold at night tho.
bunked with ada yw n quack.
slept easily both nights.
powder bathes are fun!
the guys shld thank ada n quack for the TONS of powder then used hahaha

n we're so lucky we got the aircon hostel room.
me ada yw quack.
there wus 4 bunks but we only used the 2 bottom ones.
hahaha
scared we'll topple it over if we climb on top.
so 2 share one la.
4 other folks could've gotten to sleep at the top 2 la!
hahaha

the bus ride home wus so fun man.
after playing bridge n cheat we had a sleeping interval for halfhour.
super short considering we slept at 1/2-ish at night n wanted to catch up for it during the ride.
then we had a 4-man scissors-paper-stone war.
lyk 4 ppl in a square using both their hands to play with the dood on their left n right.
so intense la.
forfeits were given to the ppl who lost haha.
leslie so poor thing.
he had to wiggle his bum up n down each row on the bus to n fro for one forfeit n had ta use a yellow towel as a wig at a petrol station break during the journey hahah
then jm had to feed alex lyk twice n be concerned abt eugene's warmth durin the ride so she offered him a jacket hahaha
gregory's wus the ultimate la.
since he wusthe genius who thought of the other's forfeits when he lost we combined almost ALL of the previous stuff tgt!
so he ended up wiggling his way to eeleng to get her hairband n put it on alex, help alex wear a jacket, hug him, then wiggle his way back to us hahahah
so sporting these guys!
hahha

n me n ada rawk as polar bears la.
we almost killed everyone but at the end when there wus me clement n joy they killed me ):
BOOHOO.

n because of camp my hands now itchy to play cards so after IR tdy me ada jm n steph went to buy cards n played in the lib at west mall to wait for the sakae teatime buffet to start lol
we had the wrong tactic while eating la.
got full early.
steph champ with 7 plates
me 6
ada n jm pretty little
but we got addicted to the mochi n ordered 4 more sets lol
peach is niceee
n steph didnt wanna eat her share of the watermelon so i had to finish lyk abt 1/5 of a HUGE melon by myself la.
thanks steph.
thanks for the dietary fibre.
i'll so make full use of it tonight hahaha

n i'm having a temp now pooh.
tmr got track somemore.
i cant sprint for nuts man.
i'll just tell coach ima do longd la.
shld i.
bahhhh

dont wanna do hmwk!

hameyy
mudd
mel's farm
1st march
vampires :D
saxophones <3
guitars <3

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